“Control Alt Delete”

Control Alt Delete,

 What could make you not speak….

Openly,

When I see you my heart skips a beat,

What could make you feel so incomplete,

So incomplete that you could not say to me,

What is in the depths of your heart and be so free,

When one person makes the other feel complete,

And the other does not have the feelings that are the same and unique,

In come the lies….. in they creep,

And all of the things that you so desire,  in others you begin to seek,

My heart you begin to mistreat,

Why do you want to punch, stab, drop, and kick me with your feet?

I then close up and simply retreat,

This was not at all what I wanted nor thought I’d ever see,

This is not at all what I desire, a must and so uneasy,

It is not necessary for us to go through these types of feats,

Yet the blood inside of me just leaks,

Slowly…..

Slowly out it seeps,

As I sit here now in disbelief,

Holding on to my own self with these arms filled with grief,

I walk around with a shirt that says I will never face defeat,

However I may need to place that on my bottom and take a seat,

Lessons learned can be difficult and are not always a treat,

Just when I thought higher heights we had reached,

They say those who know how do and those who cannot simply teach,

To it all I simply say control alt delete.

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