“SHE HATES ME”

Said I was the worst thing that could ever be,

Soon as she found out you were dating me,

Made it worse when there was news of a baby,

Understandably,

Because it came in our early teens,

Broken heart and broken dreams,

Waking up at night I still hear screams,

Missing out on what was supposed to be,

Living our own life now, but don’t feel free,

Suffocated by hidden motives and hidden deeds,

With the lord till this day I plead,

Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me,

Forgive me please………………

This is not at all what I thought I’d see,

Broken promises leads to grief,

At night I’m stressing and I grind my teeth,

Toss and turn unable to sleep,

When she sees me it is like I am the prey, her the hyena and me the sheep,

On my heart and soul she always feasts,

I pray the lord my soul to keep,

Keep me well rounded with the foundation under my feet,

 Never allow me to lose my grip, slip, and be six feet deep, 

The air I breathe to say the least, 

She wishes would lead to me being deceased, 

Something horrible, devastating, yet still discrete, 

The emotions at times have me beat, 

We barely talk or touch when we meet and greet, 

Her voice is nice and she comes off sweet, 

When I met her it was such a treat, 

I actually thought it was awfully neat, 

Instantly she knew for her own it wasn’t meant to be, 

If she could turn back the hands of time it is I that she would delete, 

Then she would be complete, 

Another man to fill the voids and easily take a seat, 

All because she hates me. 

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