I’m not gonna cry,
I refuse to shed a tear,
Been holding onto you for so many years,
If you can walkout on me so easily then it is time I let go and face my fears,
Clearly you do not share the same feelings and emotions that I hold near,
Held near,
It is time to speak in past tense,
All these years the missed calls, the time away are now all making sense,
I have…..
Excuse me, I had a weakness and it was you,
Till I found myself loving you so much it was all I’d do,
Feelings and emotions I must let go of and no longer hold onto,
All the visions and constant worrying about things I cannot control now come to an end,
I needed you in so many ways – you were more than my best friend,
How you can open up and shutdown I will never fully comprehend,
I am learning that not all things are meant for me to fully understand,
I won’t deny the memories I have, please know that I will keep them,
I have to overcome and will with all great intentions I intend,
Somewhere it has been written,
If we cannot be lovers then we mustn’t pretend,
I know I am not the only one left with a broken heart again,
Yet you chose to walk away – think about the message with those actions you did send,
Maybe the time apart is good and we can get it back, seize the moments, apprehend!
Maybe it is the dose of reality we need…..
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