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“TO MY CAPACITY”
I AM LOOKING AT YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU AREN’T PHYSICALLY HERE,
I SEE YOU STANDING IN FRONT OF ME…..IT’S SO VERY CRYSTAL CLEAR,
I AM IMAGINING YOU REACHING FOR ME AND BRINGING ME CLOSER TO YOU WITH AN EVERLASTING HUG,
AND WHILE IN YOUR GRASP AND EVERLASTING FEELING OF EVERLASTING LOVE,
MY HEART IS POURING OUT AS I HAVE REACHED MY CAPACITY,
CONSTANTLY HAVING DREAMS NOW OF SEEING YOU LAUGH AT ME,
LOVE CAN’T BE THIS TORTUROUS IT CANNOT BE THIS CRUEL,
HOW DID I EVER COME TO THIS POINT IN MY LIFE HOW DID I EVER LOSE?
OFF MY STEP QUITE A BIT AND IN MY EYES YOU CAN TELL,
MY APPETITE FOR LAUGHTER AND FUN HAVE SLOWED CONSIDERABLY AND EVERY MOMENT MY HEART BACK TOGETHER I ATTEMPT TO WELD,
I AM IN A LIVING HELL,
I KNOW MANY CAN TELL,
I DON’T EVEN ATTEMPT TO HIDE IT I JUST DISGUISE IT VERY WELL,
ALL MY LIFE HAS BEEN A BATTLE SIMILAR SO I’M SOMEWHAT OF A PROFESSIONAL,
I GUESS WE ALL HAVE A TURN AT A BROKEN HEART THAT IS UNREPAIRABLE,
I GUESS WE ALL HAVE A MOMENT IN LIFE WHEN WE KNOW WHAT WE ARE AND WHAT WE GAVE WASN’T ENOUGH TO CARRY UP THE STAIRWELL,
THE LOAD I CARRY IS HEAVY THIS TIME SEEMS HEAVIER THAN EVER BEFORE,
THE PRESSURE ON MY FRAME THIS TIME AROUND I SIMPLY CANNOT IGNORE,
IT HURTS VERY BADLY WHEN YOU KNOW A PERSON NO LONGER LOVES YOU ANYMORE,
WHAT IS WORSE IS WHEN THEY NO LONGER RESPOND AND SUDDENLY STOP TALKING TO YOU AS IF YOU ARE A STRANGER THEY’VE NEVER MET BEFORE,
THERE IS NO AVOIDING THIS PAIN I AM FEELING, NO SHAKING THESE THOUGHTS THAT I CONSTANTLY HAVE,
ALL A BIG PART OF WHEN THINGS GO AWFULLY BAD,
SO SAD,
DIDN’T EVER REACH THE FULL POTENTIAL THAT WE HAD,
WHEN INSTEAD MY PAINFUL CAPACITY YOU CHOSE TO REACH WHEN ALL MY LOVE WAS WHAT YOU HAD TO GRAB.
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