“IF I DON’T FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO DO”

I AM GOING TO SIT HERE AND CRY ALL DAY……….

LOST MY HOPES, LOST MY SOUL, I HAVE LOST MY LOVING WAYS,

CAN’T CONTROL ANYTHING WHEN IT’ IS ALL TAKEN AWAY,

SILLY OF ME TO THINK IT WOULD BE HERE ALWAYS ANYWAYS,

I’M JUST GOING TO WORK ON FORGETTING ABOUT US, WORK ON FORGETTING ABOUT YOU,

ALREADY LOST MYSELF SO SOMEHOW SOMEWAY I FEEL IT IS WHAT I HAVE TO DO,

WHY YOU LEFT…. I HAVEN’T A CLUE,

WHY WE LOST TOUCH, WHY I EVEN CARE ABOUT SUCH…..GIVE ME A SEC,  I NEED A FEW….

…….TO CATCH MY THOUGHTS, A BLANK STARE IS WHAT YOU WILL FIND,

AND IF YOU GO DEEPER INSIDE, EMPTINESS WITH TEARS IS MASSIVELY COMBINED,

LEANING ON WHAT LITTLE STRENGTH I HAVE LEFT, 

TRYING TO ERASE THESE MEMORIES WE MADE BECAUSE THEY ALL CAUSE ME SHORTNESS OF BREATH, 

SOMEHOW, SOMEWAY, I FEEL YOU COULD CARE LESS, 

STILL HOLDING ON TO YOUR HEART WE CALL THAT SELFISH, 

I MISS, 

TIMES THAT WE SHARED, 

THOSE TIMES THAT WE SHARED WEREN’T PRETEND BECAUSE BOTH OUR SOULS WE BARED, 

THE END SOMETHING I COULDN’T EVER SEE COMING FOR IT I WASN’T EVEN PREPARED, 

BUT NOW WE’RE HERE, 

SO A LIFE NOW NEEDS TO BE REPAIRED, 

I CAN ONLY SPEAK ON MY BEHALF, I AM THE ONLY ONE IN THE RAIN STANDING THERE, 

LET ME PAINT THIS IMAGE FOR YOU THAT IN MY MIND AT TIMES LEAVES ME IMPAIRED, 

YOU AND ME TAKING FLIGHT WHILE OUR LOVE IS BEING DECLARED, 

TO ONE ANOTHER FEAR BECOMES SO SCARED, 

WE ARE STRONGER THAN ANYTHING ON LAND AND IN AIR, 

WE MAKE ALL WRONGS BECOME FAIR, 

LOVING YOU FOREVER AND EVER SO LONG AS TOGETHER WE ARE PAIRED, 

IN YOUR EYES ALWAYS I HAD HOPED TO ONLY STARE, 

AND TO SEE MY REFLECTION IN YOUR EYES LETS ME KNOW NOTHING WILL EVER COME CLOSE OR BE COMPARED, 

THINGS MAY TRY, TEMPTATIONS ARE DARED, 

ALL THIS I ENVISIONED FOR US, BUT NOW LOVE IS UNDECLARED, 

I AM SURE I HURT YOU AT SOME POINT AND SO I GUESS WE ARE EVEN, EVENLY SQUARED, 

IF I DON’T FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO DO……..

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND FROM THAT PAIN MY HEART DESERVES TO BE SPARED.

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