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“I SHOULD BE CRYING”
THE PRESSURE HAS BUILT UP AND THE MOISTURE IS COMING DOWN FROM THE AIR,
AS IT RAINS ON MY FACE I KNOW I CAN CRY ALOUD AND NO ONE’D BE AWARE,
I CAN RELEASE ALL THE HURT IN A MASSIVE OUTCRY OF PAIN,
I CAN LET IT ALL GO AND POUR OUT, BUT IF I DO WHAT OF ME WILL REMAIN?
WHY GIVE IN NOW WHEN I DIDNT CRY THRU MY TRIALS OF HELL?
TRUST ME IT WAS SWEAT..I BELIEVE IT WAS SWEAT, OK I’LL ADMIT IT MAY HAVE BEEN HARD TO TELL,
SORROW HAS LEFT ME AND IM STUCK AT THE FORK IN THE ROAD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN HURT AND PAIN,
LEFT OR RIGHT DOESNT MATTER BECAUSE WHICHEVER WAY I CHOOSE I’LL ALWAYS MEET SORROW AND ONE OF THE OTHER TWO WILL ALWAYS REMAIN,
I CAN CRY OCEANS THAT WILL CREATE RIVERS THIS I KNOW,
I’M ALWAYS QUESTIONING WHAT’S THE USE IN CRYING FOR THINGS I CANT CHANGE AND HAVE NO CONTROL,
TOO MUCH OF ME I GAVE THOUGH IN REALITY I FEEL NO WRONG,
TO GIVE ALL IS THE PERFECT REASON TO BE IN LOVE ALL ALONG,
TO OVER GIVE AND END UP LOST AND NOW OUT OF TOUCH,
TRYING TO PICK UP AND HOLD ONTO THE PIECES THAT I VALUE SO MUCH,
OUT OF SIGHT OUT OF MIND AND I TRULY KNOW THIS IS OF NO HELP,
IT’S THE ONLY WAY I CAN COPE AND MAKE IT THRU, AND NOT RELEASING THIS HURT IS DETRIMENTAL TO MY HEALTH,
IT’S NOT THE FEAR WHY I REFUSE TO FACE THE TEARS -ITS THE FACTS THAT I KNOW,
WITHOUT ME I CAN SEE CLEARLY YOU’RE DOING FINE WHILE IM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU SO,
SADNESS IS OVERWHELMING AND ENORMOUSLY DRAINING ME WITH TIME,
EVERYONE CAN SEE SOMETHINGS WRONG WITH ME, BUT MY RESPONSE IS OF COURSE I’M FINE,
AND I STAY BUSY THRU THE DAYS TO KEEP MY SOUL AND EMOTIONS UNDER CONTROL,
BUT JUST LIKE ACID DOES TO SKIN THIS LOVE IS EATING AWAY AT MY SOUL,
WHAT I FEEL, AND WHAT ID SAY AT THIS POINT I DONT KNOW,
ALL MY VISIONS, ALL THE TRUTHS, AND LIES, PUSH ME FURTHER AWAY AND ANYWAY IT SEEMS YOU HAVE ALREADY CHOSE,
I SHOULD BE CRYING FOR MANY REASONS AS I AM IN NEED OF LOVE MYSELF,
I SHOULD BE CRYING TO YOU, BUT INSTEAD YOUVE CHOSEN TO CRY TO AND REKINDLE LOVE ANEW WITH SOMEONE ELSE,
WHAT I SHOULD DO, I GUESS I WILL IN TIME,
MEANWHILE I’LL CONTINUE FIGHTING TO NOT LET ANYONE SEE ONE SINGLE TEAR DROP OF MINE,
-BUT I SHOULD BE CRYING.
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