I WARNED YOU ONCE THESE GATES WERE OPENED THAT THERE WOULD BE A FLOOD,
NOW YOU HAVE RISKED THE VERY EXISTENCE OF YOU AND I – AS AN US,
WHAT ONCE SHOULD HAVE BEEN EASY IS NOW PAST TENSE – WAS,
I CANNOT BELIEVE IN YOU, IN YOU I CAN NO LONGER PLACE MY TRUST,
MY HEART BEING BROKEN INTO A MILLION PIECES PLUS,
ALL THE MILLION PIECES WE NEED NOT EVEN DISCUSS,
WE ALL HAVE A CHOICE AND SOMETIMES CHOOSE WHAT CAUSES A LIFE LONG CUT,
BUT,
I TOLD YOU FROM THE BEGINNING ONCE YOU RECEIVE ME IT IS FULLY, RAW, AND UNCUT,
SURPRISED AND DEFEATED, DEFLATED MY VERY OWN SPIRITS SOMEWHAT,
I SEE THAT YOU KEEP CALLING, BUT SPEAKING AT THIS POINT IN TIME IS NO LONGER A MUST,
THIS PAIN THAT I AM FEELING HAS ME FEELING LIKE MY SOUL WILL SOON TURN INTO DUST,
AT THE SAME TIME THERE IS ANGER HOW COULD YOU FILL ME WITH SUCH DISGUST!
NOW EVERYDAY I HIDE MY FACE AND MY LIFE I AM FORCED TO ADJUST,
I USED TO FEEL THE COOL BREEZE BLOWING AGAINST MY BACK, BUT NOW ON MY FACE I FEEL THE WIND GUST,
WHEN A PERSON TAKES YOU FOR GRANTED EVERY ELEMENT IS FELT AND THEN SETS IN DISTRUST,
LOVE AT TIMES YOU CAN BE SO UNJUST,
YET AT THE SAME TIME THERE IS NO WAY I CAN EVER SAY THAT I DON’T MISS YOU SO MUCH,
YOUR BEAUTY IS AN ATTRACTION, BUT YOUR CHARACTER AND PURITY ARE A MUST,
THERE IS NO SECOND GUESSING THAT I WILL ALWAYS NEED AND DESIRE YOUR TOUCH,
I AM CONSTANTLY CRYING THOUGH AS NOTHING CREATED CAN STOP THIS FLOW AND RUSH,
I WALK IN MY OWN RAIN FOR MY TEARS CREATE STREAMS, RIVERS, AND LAKES THAT PUSH AND THRUST,
I AM HOPEFUL THAT ALL THE TEARS AND RAIN MIXED TOGETHER ARE ENOUGH TO COVER ME UP,
I AM HOPEFUL THEY WILL LEAD ME TO AN ISLAND BEAUTIFUL, PLENTIFUL, AND LUSH,
SOMETHING TO HELP ME THROUGH AND EXTINGUISH THIS INTENSE CRUSH,
EVERY TIME YOU COME AROUND I INSTANTLY BLUSH,
I CAN PROMISE AND ASSURE YOU THAT THIS ISN’T LUST,
LOVE UP TO NOW ANYTHING COMPARED TO YOU IS COMPLETELY A BUST,
I TOLD YOU IN THE BEGINNING NOT TO EVER OPEN THIS DOOR, MY HEART IS BEATING FASTER AND MY LUNGS ARE FULLY FLUSHED,
TEARS ARE FALLING EVERYWHERE I CANNOT CONTROL THEM AS THEY’RE BREACHING MY TEAR DUCKS,
WHY DIDN’T YOU LISTEN TO ME? WHY DIDN’T YOU HEED EXACTLY WHAT WAS DISCUSSED?
I FOUGHT, AND SHOWED, DISCLAIMERS I GAVE OUT SO YOU’D KNOW, DID ALL I COULD TO MINIMIZE THE FUSS,
SO HERE I AM ALONE AGAIN AND WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE,
THE WAY I FEEL…. SIMPLY PUT I’VE CRIED,
YOU’VE OPENED MY EYES,
ALL THE HURT THAT IS INSIDE,
ENABLE ME TO WRITE THESE SCRIBES,
THE LIFE AND TIMES,
SOMEBODY PLEASE PRESCRIBE,
LOVE AND DON’T ALLOW IT TO EVER BE DENIED,
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME STOP THE TEARS FROM FALLING FROM MY HURTING EYES.
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