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“ANGRY AT DEPRESSION” pt.1
i’m so angry for ever letting back you in,
thought you were gone for good, but you found me again,
broken heart and broken promises mind filled with sins,
i’ve only spoken to God because people can’t help me, won’t help me, trust issues with me being open,
wouldn’t even know what to say to another human,
feelings so intense so deep how do i begin,
feeling under appreciated, under valued, not cared for advantage to them,
i guess it’s all in a day in the life of one going through painful depression,
been strong for many years think its been about ten,
never looking for you, always conquered you, so now you’re back without a need for introduction,
i figured i’d write it all out thoughts from my heart detailed description,
my blood is the ink and my heart and soul are the pen,
all i ever wanted was someone to believe in,
in return me being enough for her in all manners of life with love as our protection,
same goals with different aspirations,
soulmate companion,
with her i am a champion,
without her i am pointless, useless, lost, broken,
no words now i need action,
i need to be consumed by your attraction,
be with me, one entity, be my main focus – purposely cause distraction,
depression is looking for a reaction,
i dont want to give it the satisfaction,
together you and me are whole when you are gone i’m alone left with smaller fractions,
when i’m alone it seeps in to my dissatisfaction,
fighting it and all the thoughts and visions it brings as it gets closer i hear the laughin’,
tired of pretending and actin’,
help me please, please don’t ignore the captions,
i’m stronger than this, will conquer with more than my fists, my mind is in bliss, i’m gaining traction,
it is leaving, it is gone, complete subtraction…
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