HAVE YOU EVER CRIED?
THE DEEPEST CRY YOU EVER CRIED?
THERE IS A PAIN SO DEEP EVEN IN HAPPINESS I CAN FEEL IT PULLING ON ME – IT WILL NOT BE DENIED,
I TRIED,
I…….
I HAVE SEEN MY SOUL DIE,
MY NAME WAS CRUCIFIED,
ON MY BODY THEY LIED,
WHYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ONLY WANTED, NEEDED, AND DESERVED THE SAME DREAMS OF ETERNITY IN THE SKY,
STEADY SEARCHING FOR FRIENDSHIPS THAT AREN’T BI,
CONVERSATIONS THAT STIMULATE AND MOTIVATE FOR I AM THIRSTY AND MY THROAT IS DRY,
BREAKING OUT OF THE SHELL THAT WAS SHY,
SIGH,
I…..
USED TO BE THAT GUY,
CAN’T SAY OR TELL HOW MANY OPPORTUNITIES I LET PASS ME BY,
THE MANY LANGUAGES THAT WERE SPOKEN TO ME, BUT TO NONE DID I COMPLY,
I REALIZE,
I DIDN’T ALLOW BOW-TIE’S TO BE UNTIED,
GOOD WILL IS HARD TO COME BY,
FROM THESE TRUTHS I WON’T AND CANNOT DENY,
FROM MY HEART AND SOUL I WOULD LOVE TO DEFY,
OR FROM IT ALL GO AWAY AND FLYYYYYYYYYYY,
THE EMBARRASSMENT OF BEING DENIED,
TURNED AWAY AND TOLD GOOD BYE,
BACK INTO MY HEART NOW YOU WANT TO PRY,
I CAN’T LET YOU FOR THE HURT STILL REMAINS – IT IS SEEN IN MY EYES,
IT IS HELD DEEP INSIDE,
FROM THIS MOMENT FORTH I HEREBY,
CUT OFF ALL ROUTES AND ROADS THAT SUPPLY,
THE GIFTS WILL BE TAKEN AND MY VOICE AMPLIFIED,
I AM SERIOUS, BUT LOVING SPOT ON A GEMINI,
THIS FORTRESS OF MINE IS FORTIFIED,
NO LONGER WILL LIFE HORRIFY,
VICTORY WILL BE MINE DO NOT BE MYSTIFIED,
LOVE WILL MAGNIFY,
IT WILL NOT BE MODIFIED,
COME SEE FOR YOURSELF – SELF VERIFY,
THEN YOU WILL, CAN, AND MAY TESTIFY,
OTHERS WILL FIND THEMSELVES DISQUALIFIED,
THEY COULDN’T SUSTAIN THE SOLID FOUNDATION SO DOWNSTREAM THEY GO – LIQUEFIED,
I AM BETTER THAN NO ONE, BUT NO ONE IS BETTER THAN I,
TELL ME NOW DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE SINCERITY IN MY CRY?????????????????????????????????????????
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