“AM I WRONG?”

AM I WRONG FOR NEEDING YOU BY MY SIDE?

WRONG FOR NEEDING YOU TO PUT ME FIRST AS I DO YOU -TELL ME AM I?

WRONG FOR WANTING TO FEEL LIKE A CHAMPION EVERYDAY IN YOUR EYES, 

NEEDING TO BE THE ONE AND ONLY TO YOU WHERE EACH DAY FEELS LIKE THE FIRST TIME, 

AM I WRONG FOR LOOKING FORWARD TO EXPERIENCING THINGS AND SPRINGING THEM ON YOU – SURPRISE!!!

WRONG FOR BEING IN LOVE, WANTING, AND NEEDING LOVE YET INSTEAD I AM BEING DENIED, 

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AM I WRONG AND WHY DO YOU IGNORE MY CRIES?

SO WRONG FOR PUTTING INTO ACTIONS WORDS THAT GAVE YOU A FOUNDATION AND STRONG TIES,

WRONG FOR WANTING TO TURN YOUR LOWS INTO HIGHS,

SOMEHOW I….

I AM WRONG FOR DOING WHAT IS RIGHT – CHASTISED, 

WHEN YOU COMPROMISE BY PUTTING YOURSELF FIRST YOU PUT THE SHIP AT RISK – IT WILL CAPSIZE, 

MY HURT I CANNOT DISGUISE, 

WHEN I AM WRONG FOR YOU I AGONIZE, 

WITH YOU I SYMPATHIZE AND IF POSSIBLE EMPATHIZE, 

I WON’T TELL LIES I’VE BEEN WRONG AND PROFUSELY APOLOGIZED, 

NOW I’VE BEEN WRONGED WHEN I’VE DONE MORE THAN JUST TRIED, 

WRONGLY ACCUSED AND ITS BEEN DRAMATIZED, 

FOR WHAT AND WHY – TO SELF GLAMORIZE?

HOW AM I WRONG WHEN YOUR ACTIONS STOPPED MY HEART – PARALYZED, 

THOUGHTS FILL MY HEAD MAKING IT PRESSURIZED, 

UNABLE TO EAT, SLEEP, AND FUNCTION OR SOCIALIZE, 

MY HEARTACHE GETS WRONGLY PUBLICIZED, 

IT IS DESCRIBED OR PERCEIVED AS ANGER, BUT THAT’S JUST YOU TRYING TO MINIMIZE, 

TAKING ALL HUMAN ELEMENTS FROM ME IN ONE WORD OSTRACIZE, 

CUT OUT FROM PHOTOS LONG AGO – ELECTRONICALLY DIGITIZED, 

I…..

AM WRONG FOR LOVE AND ON IT WANTING AND NEEDING TO CAPITALIZE, 

I AM WRONG FOR NOT TAKING THE TIME TO REALIZE, 

THE STOP SIGNS WERE THERE ALL ALONG AND WITH THEM I DIDN’T FAMILIARIZE, 

NOW IT IS TOO LATE TO TURN MY WRONGS INTO RIGHTS,

NO LONGER WILL I HAVE LOVE TO RELY,

MY HEART HAS BEEN STOLEN AND MONOPOLIZED, 

DAILY I IMPROVISE, WHILE STILL BEING ANALYSED, 

STATEMENTS AND RECORDS SAY I AM THE WORST, UNTRUE JUST A WAY FOR THEM TO CRIMINALIZE, 

MY SOULS BEEN ANTAGONIZED, 

WITH LOVE I JUST WANTED AND NEEDED TO CAPITALIZE, 

YET I AM WRONG – THE REVOLUTION WILL NOT BE TELEVISED.

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