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“But He Loves Her”
I am so angry with you! Words to himself he speaks,
How could you let someone else in, how could you be so weak?
I tried to trust all over again answering back, but he loves her,
Won’t give in to slumping times, he keeps up with the same posture,
I gave you many shots, I bought out the store – the gym was full of balls,
You shot and shot saying you understood the technique, listened, I even made a way out of walls,
Now you say you can no longer be intimate and are better off being friends with me,
You seriously believe that someone else will set you and I, together at the same time
FREE?
There has got to be a way, I’m telling you –
STOP!! Because you dont understand,
I am not a liar, a theif, I am not full of ignorance,
I cannot control the fact that love for her simply coincides,
With the love I have for you and with you knowing that much forces me to have to hide,
I have not been myself, nor been allowed to stop and breathe,
I have been forced to continue on with life and everyday alone I grieve,
I am in love with the notion, something that I dreamt and in many ways hoped would come back,
Now I realize I am only in love with the thought, the mystery, and it hurts so much that those arent facts,
I tried to see my way thru, I let you in at a time that for me was and still is hard to see,
Indeed you let me into you, but you had already had your years of clarity,
I feel so hurt at night, I toss and turn with no sleep,
I pray in any way I can even if its not on my bended knees,
I feel so tormented, the devils been trying to make deals with my soul,
My heart has been in love for years, and on me it is now taking it’s toll,
I have heard your many cries, your many sorrows of pain,
I sent the message up to your brain and bodies extremities to keep you from going insane,
I am your true heart the one that truly knows,
Have no worry of tomorrow, for today I will put up the sign that we are bankrupt and forever closed,
I feel your every movement, I shell out everything,
I take the brunt of your anger, your hurt, I try my best not to break even more in order to help you maintain,
I too hear their voices to you as they all say,
But he loves her more than he could internally love himself in one day,
I have heard you crying out, but no one heard your voice,
See what they didn’t hear wasn’t because you whispered it, it’s because they sought not to see your face as your eyes grew moist,
I thought you’d be right there, you began to show me love renewed,
Now it’s “but he loves her, but he loves her”, but never what I gave to you,
A cherished moment, a heartfelt tone,
Warm embraces when left, calls on the phone,
Emails, letters, poems all for you,
Yes I know that he loves her,
But you never asked me,
If he loved you.
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