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‘Depressed’
“LAUGH NOW….CRY LATER”
ALL MY LIFE I’VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR THAT ONE THING – BUT NEVER GRASPED WHAT I WAS AFTER, SEEKING A GREATER PURPOSE IN LIFE INSTEAD OF DREAMS UNFULFILLED AND NO SKILL MASTERED, GROWING OLD NOW MY DESIRE IS TO ONLY SEE MY KIDS FILLED WITH HAPPINESS AND LAUGHTER, TRANSITIONING FROM MY BABIES TO ADULTS SO NOW THERE IS […]
“I HATE YOU”
I HATE THAT I EVER MET YOU, LET YOU, IN, YOU CONSUMED ME AND I LET YOU DEEP BENEATH MY SKIN, I CAN’T LIE AND I WILL NOT PRETEND, EVERY SINGLE MOMENT, MINUTE, I ENJOYED THE GOOD, THE BAD, THE HIGHS, LOWS, THE SIN, I KNEW FROM THE BEGINNIN’, I COULDN’T HAVE YOU NOW THE […]
“I Will Mourn”
I will be sad….for whatever amount of time it takes, I will give…. still and do the same things that excite you and take your breath away, I don’t know how to be fake, These lessons through our ups and downs are lessons I will cherish and take, It’ll hurt to know that when you’re […]
“FOR ME”
DON’T HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY’VE ALL LIED TO ME, USE YOU AND ABUSE YOU IN WAYS, YET NEVER CRIED FOR ME, THEY’VE ALL BROUGHT THEIR ISSUES AND PROBLEMS TO ME, ME LISTENING INTENTLY, CARING, AND CONSOLING AS THEY’VE CRIED TO ME, LOVE USED TO BE THE BEST, BUT I’VE ONLY CRIED TO […]
“ANGRY AT DEPRESSION” pt.1
i’m so angry for ever letting back you in, thought you were gone for good, but you found me again, broken heart and broken promises mind filled with sins, i’ve only spoken to God because people can’t help me, won’t help me, trust issues with me being open, wouldn’t even know what to say to […]
“I JUST NEED TO CRY TONIGHT”
PUT ME IN A HOLE, LIFE JUST TOOK ITS TOLL, DON’T WANT TO SPEAK, I HAVE NO WORDS, I JUST WANT TO CRY TILL THE END OF THE WORLD, GIVE ME FREEDOM, PLEASE GIVE ME PEACE, I AM TIRED OF BEING ALONE, I AM TIRED OF BEING LONELY, LET ME GO, JUST LET ME BE, […]
“Take the chains off…..”
The sound of the chains around my heart – why can’t you set me free? All my life you’ve tightened them and throughout those years its been hurting me, I’ve always wondered if you stopped to take a look and see, How every link created a tear that has fallen constantly, I ask of you….if you […]
“LOVE PURGATORY”
I AM TRAPPED IN A PLACE WITH GLASS CEILINGS AND GLASS WALLS, THE TOP IS BARELY OUT OF REACH, BUT I AM JUST NOT THAT TALL, IN A CROWDED WORLD AND I STILL FEEL IT IS SO SMALL, INTO THE DARKNESS WITH NO RETURN AT TIMES I FEEL I SHOULD CRAWL, ALL MY LIFE FOR […]
“…….AND THEN TEARS FELL”
IN MY MIND THERE IS A BATTLE I KNOW VERY WELL, WHERE WINTER IS EVERLASTING AND THE RAIN THAT FALLS CREATES A SNOWY HELL, THE PLACES THAT THE SUN RISES I MISS SO MUCH, I ENTER INTO DARKNESS WHEN I MISS YOUR TOUCH, LIFE COULD BE BETTER, YET STILL THERE LIES A BUT, BUT I […]
“HEALING”
I WASN’T SURE IF I EVER COULD OR IF I’D EVER BE HERE, A LONG LONELY ROAD FOR CERTAIN KEPT ME LOCKED DOWN AND SCARED, WAS IT THE FACT OF GETTING OVER YOU OR MORE SO THE FEAR, KNOWING YOU’D NEVER COME CALLING FOR ME EVER AGAIN, THE FACT THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER HERE, […]
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