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‘Devastated’

“HIDDEN”

HIDDEN IN THE MIST, JUST YOUR LIPS, ONCE KISSED, NOW MISSED, THIRST NO LONGER QUENCHED, DROPPED INTO A PLOT TWIST, NEVER KNEW LOVE LIKE THIS, YET LOVE LEFT IN THE DARKNESS, OH THE EMPTINESS, LESSONS LEARNING, LEARNED….SILENT GIFT, MEMORIES STILL HURT, BUT THE STRENGTH IS IN WHAT IS REMINISCED,AS IF, DIDN’T NEED THIS TO CONTINUE ON, BUT THE MEMORIES PERSIST, QUESTIONS INSIST, ANSWERS EXIST, THE BURNING DESIRE TO KILL […]

“WORDS FROM A BROKEN HEART”

The shattering, Of a heart, When being broken, Is the loudest, Quiet ever known, but never heard…..It is never listened to, It’s constant, It’s consistent, Thriving on empty hope, Followed by hopeless nights, Sleepless lonely nights, Questions of questionable acts and words, Countless are the days, Memories that are re-lived….. Sacrifices are like ghosts, Pain […]

“GIVEN UP”

Love left me alone…… Love sent me the peace sign on text via the phone,  Told me I was poison to her stomach and made her achy to her bones, Banished from her life now for she seeks health and comfort she can find on her own, Her life is like a bird and for […]

“I TRY TO FORGET YOU”

Hit my head…..I hit my head against the wall, I do it to erase the memories because shaking my head doesn’t work at all, It doesn’t erase them, the memories, for all of them I still can recall, My greatest height to the stars followed by my greatest fall, I am stumbling through life as […]

“How Do I Forgive You”

My struggles and my sins, My love versus my passion, Do I keep her out or let her all the way in, Am I ever going to learn to forgive when I’ve never been, Forgiven, Soul, mind, and heart earth driven, Is it possible to do better while livin’? Spiritual faith ridden, Blood sweating, leaking out […]

“BYE”

DISMISSED…. AS IF, I DON’T MEAN SHIT,  ALREADY AT STRIKE TWO, HERE COMES THE THIRD PITCH,  YOU SWUNG AND MISSED,  PROBABLY ON PURPOSE,  QUESTIONS GALORE LIKE WHY DID YOU TRY? WHY WAS I THE GUY? WHY GO THROUGH ALL OF THIS?!? PLENTY MORE QUESTIONS EXIST,  YOU CAN EASILY MOVE ON, CONTINUE LIVING IN BLISS,  HAD […]

“Unappreciated”

Never loved me from day one, Goes to the store to purchase a gun, Goes to the range to ensure he shoots with accuracy when the time comes, So that it is over and done, Up early one last time to see the rising of the sun, One last time spent hugging and kissing his daughters […]

“AM I WRONG?”

AM I WRONG FOR NEEDING YOU BY MY SIDE? WRONG FOR NEEDING YOU TO PUT ME FIRST AS I DO YOU -TELL ME AM I? WRONG FOR WANTING TO FEEL LIKE A CHAMPION EVERYDAY IN YOUR EYES,  NEEDING TO BE THE ONE AND ONLY TO YOU WHERE EACH DAY FEELS LIKE THE FIRST TIME,  AM […]

“Daddeee”

What they’ve taken from me no one can ever replace, Limited time, limited finances, and limited space, To hear their screams of joy when they see my face!!! Daddee, daddeee!!!! As my arms widen, tears fall, and I greet them with a warm embrace, I’ve missed you so, though it’s only been a couple of […]

“FAMILY TIES”

WHEN I THINK OF ALL THE TIMES THAT WE HAD TOGETHER, TURN ON THE T.V. IN TIME TO CATCH THE WEATHER, BUT NO CRIME AND HATE JUST MIX TOGETHER, RAINY DAYS KEEP COMIN’ BUT TIMES DON’T GET BETTER, THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I COULD SMILE AND BE SO CUTE, BUT NOW I’M LIKE A T.V. BEING […]