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‘Hurt’

“Over”

I come, You go, I’m up, You’re down, I’m in, You’re out, I lose, You win, I sacrifice, I’m so unappreciated, I ask, (I should not ever have to ask), I am rejected, I am called unfair, I am called wrong, I am called irrational, Excetera, Excetera, Excetera, It goes on and on, I hurt, […]

“THE BLAME…AND PAIN”

BLAME, BLAME, THE BLAME, LET ME EXPLAIN,  THE LONGER I CAN ENDURE IT THE LESS I FEEL THE PAIN, I CAN THEN EMBRACE THE RAIN, CHANGE MY MIND FRAME, BUT UNTIL THEN THINGS HURT JUST THE SAME, EACH DAY I STAY BUSY AND FORGET – I AM NOW ABLE TO MAINTAIN, THEN SOMETHING OCCURS AND […]

“DAYS, MONTHS, YEARS”

DAYS TURNED INTO MONTHS, MONTHS TURNED INTO YEARS, SHE SCRATCHED OUT MY NAME WITH PERMANENT PEN, WHITE OUT, AND IT SMEARED, ANY TIME SHE STARTS TO HEAR MY NAME SHE COVERS HER EARS, ANYTHING THAT REMINDS HER OF ME SHE HAS TORN UP AND BURNED OR CUT UP WITH SHEARS, HER HEART IS NO LONGER […]

“Just Because My Eyes Don’t Tear”

Because you see no tears in my eyes, Doesn’t mean that I feel no pain inside, Understand my heart too does cry, Though you may not see how hard it is and how hard I try, Pleasing words aren’t always going to resolve what internally resides, Resides….. Let that sink in as it isn’t temporary […]

“SHE HATES ME”

Said I was the worst thing that could ever be, Soon as she found out you were dating me, Made it worse when there was news of a baby, Understandably, Because it came in our early teens, Broken heart and broken dreams, Waking up at night I still hear screams, Missing out on what was […]

“FORGIVEN”

BEFORE IT IS ALL SAID AND DONE,  I JUST HOPE THAT YOU CAN FORGIVE ME FOR ALL THE WRONGS THAT I HAVE DONE,  FOR THE BABIES THAT DIDN’T COME OUT OF YOUR WOMB – YES MY OTHER DAUGHTER’S AND SON’S,  PLEASE FIND A WAY TO LOVE THEM AS IF THEY ARE YOURS UNTIL KINGDOM COME,  […]

“Control Alt Delete”

Control Alt Delete,  What could make you not speak…. Openly, When I see you my heart skips a beat, What could make you feel so incomplete, So incomplete that you could not say to me, What is in the depths of your heart and be so free, When one person makes the other feel complete, […]

“JUST WHEN YOU THOUGHT”

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT SHE LOVES YOU, SHE WALKS OUT AND SLAMS THE DOOR,  AND AT THAT VERY MOMENT I REALIZE SHE DOESN’T LOVE ME ANYMORE,  NOW YOUR HEART IS BEATING FAST AND FROM THE OVERDRIVE IT IS BECOMING SORE,  NO MORE TEXTS, NO MORE CALLS, COMMUNICATION IS NO MORE,  MISUNDERSTANDINGS AS HUMANS WE HAVE SOME ARE TAKEN […]

“WHAT’S BROKE IN ME”

WHAT DIED IN ME,  WHAT IS BROKEN CAN’T BE PLUGGED FOR IT LEAKS,  DAYS LOOK BLEAK,  THOUGHTS THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN PETTY,  BROKEN DOWN THEN TAKEN AWAY HIGHEST PAIN LEVIED,  BE THE BETTER MAN THEY ALWAYS USED TO SAY AS THEY THREW THEIR HOMEMADE CONFETTI,  MEANWHILE AT NIGHT MY NIGHTMARES HAVE ME WAKING UP SWEATY,  […]

“TO TELL ME YOU KNOW MY PAIN”

I HAVE HEARD YOUR VOICE FOR QUITE SOME TIME,  DEATH YOU HAVE TAKEN A LOT OF WHAT IS MINE,  A LOT DUE TO CRIME,  HOMICIDE, DOMESTIC, FOREIGN, NATIVE, OFF AND ONLINE,  A LOT DUE TO LOST SOULS AND LOST MINDS,  THE IGNORANCE OF OUR YOUTH NOT UNDERSTANDING THE VALUE OF TIME,  THE VALUE OF LIFE […]