I AM LOOKING AT YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU AREN’T PHYSICALLY HERE, I SEE YOU STANDING IN FRONT OF ME…..IT’S SO VERY CRYSTAL CLEAR, I AM IMAGINING YOU REACHING FOR ME AND BRINGING ME CLOSER TO YOU WITH AN EVERLASTING HUG, AND WHILE IN YOUR GRASP AND EVERLASTING FEELING OF EVERLASTING LOVE, MY HEART IS POURING […]
SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS PACKING TODAY, IT MAY BE SHORT, IT MAY BE LONG, BUT SHE HAD TO GO AWAY, I’M SORRY SHE SAID, BUT I MUST DO THIS FOR THE SAKE OF MY FAMILY, I UNDERSTAND AND KNEW THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO NOR THAT I COULD SAY, THOUGH MY HEART […]
YOU SEE MY FACE AND SOMETIMES I GRIN, WHAT YOU DON’T KNOW OR SEE IS THE HURT I CARRY DEEP WITHIN, WHEN I AM IN A CROWD I AM MOST ALONE, AND WHEN I AM ALONE I AM MOST AT COMFORT AND AT HOME, BEFORE I AWAKE TO BEGIN MY DAY, I ALWAYS THANK GOD, […]
SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA CRY, ALLOW ALL THE DAYS OF THIS WORLD JUST PASS ME ON BY, MY MOMMA ALWAYS TELLS ME SON JUST LET THE TROUBLES OF THIS LIFE PASS YOU ON BY, JUST KEEP ON LIVING YOUR LIFE, EACH DAY THAT I TRY, I STILL FIND MYSELF STILL WANTING TO JUST BREAK OUT […]
IF I HAD YOU EARLIER IN MY LIFE, THEN NOW, TODAY, I WOULDN’T HURT SO MUCH INSIDE, HAD YOU BEEN THERE OR A PHONE CALL AWAY TO WIPE AWAY ALL THE TIMES I CRIED, THEN TODAY I WOULDN’T HURT SO MUCH INSIDE, HAD I FOUND A WAY TO YOUR HEART SOONER THAN NOW WHICH IS […]
JUST GO, DON’T STAY, IN MY BED ALONE IS WHERE I LAY, NO HOPE, STILL I’VE PRAYED, YET HERE I AM AGAIN TONIGHT- I AM ALONE AGAIN TODAY, SO SAD, AND YES UNCERTAIN I AM TOO, NOT SURE OF WHAT ELSE OR MORE I CAN DO, HOLD ON AS MY ARMS I FOLD, JUST ME […]
TODAY I REALIZED THAT THERE IS SOMETHING YOU CANNOT FIX, TODAY SADLY I AM PARTING WAYS WITH YOUR LIPS, AS I SIT HERE ALL ALONE AWAITING THESE TEARS TO DRY ON MY CHEEKS AND SHIRT, I CANNOT HELP TO WONDER NOR UNDERSTAND WHY FOR YOU I AM NOT PUT FIRST, THROUGH ALL THE HURT, ALL THROUGH […]
I’VE IMAGINED ALL THE WORDS THAT YOU’VE EVER SAID AND COULD POSSIBLY SAY TO ME, AND IN THE END IT HAS LEFT ME, PAINED ME, CUT ME SO DEEPLY, EACH AND EVERY TIME I FEEL I AM IN PLACE, THE TRUE REALITY OF LIFE SHOWS IT’S UGLY FACE, JUST WHEN I BELIEVED THAT IN YOUR […]
BEHIND THESE WALLS IN MY HEARTS INNER LINING – YOU STILL EXIST, NEVER KNEW THAT LOVING YOU WOULD OR COULD EVER PRODUCE IMMENSE FEELINGS LIKE THIS, YET I STILL HOLD FIRM, TIGHTLY AND FAST TO LOVES FORM IN ITS TRUEST, HIDDEN BEHIND THIS PAIN I STILL CARRY I FIND MYSELF AT THE MIRROR TELLING MYSELF […]
I’M SORRY I HAVEN’T BEEN ABLE TO TAKE YOUR CALL – I’M STILL FALLING DOWN, I’M SORRY YOU’RE SO WORRIED, I’VE JUST YET TO HIT THE GROUND, I’M SORRY I HAVEN’T TEXTED YOU BACK MY CORE IS JUST SO WEAK, I’M SORRY I’M JUST UNABLE TO PICK UP THE PHONE AND SPEAK, I’M SORRY IF […]