“DISAPPOINTING VIEW”

I SEE YOU CUTTING YOUR EYES AT ME, EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT IN YOUR VIEW, 

I FEEL YOUR ASSUMPTIONS RAVING OVER SOMETHING OLD, BUT YOU DEEM IT BRAND NEW, 

I CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHY I FEEL SO ANGRY WHEN I ALREADY KNEW, 

ALL THAT YOU SHOWED ME CONSISTENTLY IT WAS TRULY YOU, 

I HOPED IT WASN’T WHAT I SAW AND THAT IT WASN’T TRUE, 

CAN YOU FEEL, HEAR, SENSE, SEE MY DISAPPOINTING EYES AND UNDERSTAND MY POINT OF VIEW?

DO YOU KNOW OR EVEN CARE ABOUT ALL THAT I’VE BEEN THROUGH?

IS IT FAIR THAT YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ME NOR TAKE THE TIME LIKE I DO TAKE THE TIME FOR YOU?

OR IS IT JUST ALL ABOUT YOU?

YOU AND ONLY YOU? 

FORGET TALKING ABOUT MY FEELINGS THEY DON’T COUNT – IT IS ONLY ONE PERSON HERE WHEN IN REALITY THERE’S TWO, 

EVEN WHEN WE HAVE GREAT TALKS SOMETHING COMES UP OUT OF THE BLUE, 

I CANNOT UNDERSTAND FOR THE LIFE OF ME WHY THESE THINGS ARE ALLOWED, BUT I WILL NOT ALLOW THEM CONTINUE, 

TOLERATING, DELIBERATING, YES YOUR KISSES I COULD ACCRUE,

 BUT IN THE END THEY ARE NOT ENOUGH TO SIMPLY FIX ALL OF THESE KNOWN ISSUES, 

I THINK THE WORLD OF YOU –  I TRULY DO, 

EVERYONE CAN SEE YOUR PRETTY FACE, BUT THAT SO SUPERFICIAL, 

ITS THE INTERNAL BATTLE THAT ENSUES,

 THE INTERNAL BATTLE YOU CONSISTENTLY LOSE, 

AND UNFORTUNATELY UNTIL YOU GET THAT UNDER SERIOUS CONTROL IT IS NOT I THAT YOU CHOOSE, 

I KNOW WORDS CAN CUT, BUT OUR ACTIONS DON’T AT ALL AMUSE, 

I CAN GO ON WITH MY LIFE BEING HURT BY PERFECT STRANGERS RATHER THAN CONTINUE WITH YOU – BEING ABUSED, 

WE ALWAYS TOOK TIME TO SEE THINGS FROM YOUR STANCE, FROM YOUR PERSPECTIVE AND MANY THINGS ASSUMED,

I GUESS NOW YOU CAN SEE HOW PISSED AND HURT I AM  AND WHY I AM GETTING CLOSE TO BEING THROUGH, 

HOW MUCH SHOULD ONE ENDURE WHEN THEY ARE ALWAYS LOOKED AT WITH VISIONS THAT ARE SKEWED?

SO RIGHT NOW I NEED YOU TO SEE THINGS FROM MY DISAPPOINTING POINT OF VIEW.

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