“DYING OF A BROKEN HEART”

THE REALIZATION THAT I NEED TO STOP TRYING,

ME WITHOUT YOU – NOTIFICATION THAT I AM SLOWLY DYING,

DEATH BY CRYING,

THE TEARS HAVE DRIED AND MY BODY IS STILL,

IT STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN EYES ARE WET,

THEY ARE DRENCHED AND SWOLLEN – MASSIVE DAMAGE TO MY WILL,

MY BODY IS WARM,

MIND IS AWAKE, BUT THE HEART IS SO TORN,

THE CONSTANT THUMPING OF A HEART WHILE I LAY STILL,

BLINDSIDED AND NOT FOREWARNED,

THE CONSTANT THOUGHTS OF YOU AND I TOGETHER NO LONGER – THIS CANNOT BE REAL,

I GO TO SLEEP TO NIGHTMARES, AND I WAKE UP TO MORE,

I AM WHERE YOU LEFT ME – RIGHT HERE ON THE FLOOR,

I AM STILL REACHING FOR YOU LIKE NEVER BEFORE,

I AM STUNNED, SHOCKED, AND BROKEN TO THE CORE,

I AM DYING DUE TO A BROKEN HEART,

DYING AS IF IT’S A CONTINUOUS RESTART,

I NEVER STOPPED FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU – THE MOMENT FROM START,

YOUR EYES TOUCHED MY SOUL IN WHICH I SUNK INTO AND NEVER WANTED TO PART,

I’M DYING AND ONLY SHE CAN PICK ME UP,

I FELL DOWN AND ONLY SAW HER HAND TO LIFT ME UP,

HER EYES ARE FULL OF LUCK,

SHE IS THE POT OF GOLD,

BROKEN DOWN AM I NOW AS THE MEMORIES UNFOLD,

TO SO MANY MEMORIES AND STORIES I DO HOLD,

DYING EVERYDAY AS I CONTINUE TO AGE – I AM GETTING OLD,

OF A LOVE I USED TO KNOW SO LOVINGLY, BUT NOW IS SO COLD,

I STILL SEE YOUR PICTURE – I STILL READ YOUR NOTES,

AND ONTO EVERY WORD IN MY HEART I STILL BEHOLD,

THIS BROKEN HEART OF MINE IS DYING EVER SO SLOW,

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I JUST NEED YOU TO KNOW,

THERE ISN’T A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DO NOT MISS YOU SO,

I MISS YOUR SMILE AND YOUR NATURAL GLOW,

I STILL SMELL YOUR SCENT WHEN THE WIND BLOWS,

I STILL HEAR YOUR VOICE AND YOUR SWEET LAUGH – I MISS KISSING YOU SOFTLY ON YOUR NOSE,

WE MADE IT THROUGH LIFE TOGETHER BASKING IN ITS HIGHS AND FIGHTING TOGETHER THROUGH ITS LOWS,

THERE WASN’T A CHANCE THAT I WOULD LET YOU GO,

SIMPLY NOTED HERE IN MY MEMOIRS OF DYING SO SLOW,

I ALWAYS KNEW I HAD YOU FOR A SHORT TIME, BUT WE MADE THE BEST OF TIME EVEN THOUGH,

I DEDICATE THIS TO MY FOREVER LOVE WHO LEFT TOO SOON – THE MOURNING CONTINUES EVEN THOUGH YOU LEFT ME LONG AGO.

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