“FALLING”

I’M SORRY I HAVEN’T BEEN ABLE TO TAKE YOUR CALL – I’M STILL FALLING DOWN,

I’M SORRY YOU’RE SO WORRIED, I’VE JUST YET TO HIT THE GROUND,

I’M SORRY I HAVEN’T TEXTED YOU BACK MY CORE IS JUST SO WEAK,

I’M SORRY I’M JUST UNABLE TO PICK UP THE PHONE AND SPEAK,

I’M SORRY IF IT SEEMS THESE ARE ALL EXCUSES AND I’VE CUT COMMUNICATION,

I’M SORRY I’M ON MY WAY DOWN AND HAVE NO ETA OR DESTINATION,

I’M SORRY THAT I’M SO HURT I CANNOT RECOGNIZE YOUR VOICE,

I’M SORRY FOR FALLING IN LOVE- MY HEART GAVE ME NO OTHER CHOICE,

I’M SORRY FOR BELIEVING AND I’M SORRY FOR LETTING YOU DOWN,

I’M FALLING, I’VE FALLEN, I’VE TRIED CALLING , BUT I SIMPLY DON’T KNOW HOW,

I’M AWFULLY AWARE TO CRY I AM ALLOWED, 

TRUST ME I HAVE BEEN CRYING EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF EVERY SINGLE DAY, I’M CRYING RIGHT NOW, 

I’M CONVINCED BEYOND A SHADOW OF A DOUBT…….

SO SORRY I MUST BRACE MYSELF  BEFORE I HIT THE GROUND, 

I’M UNCERTAIN IF I CAN EVER GET UP AGAIN,

IF I CAN EVER MUSTER UP THE STRENGTH TO ENDURE THIS PAIN,

BEFORE I KNOW IT I COULD FALL AGAIN,

AND THIS HURT IS NOT SOMETHING I CAN EVER EXPLAIN,

CAN ONLY SIMPLY SAY IN ONE WORD,

FALLING.

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