“MY HEART IS HEAVY”

MY HEART IS HEAVY AND I FEEL SO ALONE,

YOU HAD A HAND IN RAISING ME LESSONS YOU TAUGHT THAT I NOW TEACH TO MY OWN,

MY HEART IS HEAVY AND I AM NOW GROWN,

I HAVE A WIFE, 4 KIDS, AND LIVE IN A SINGLE FAMILY HOME,

YET MY HEART IS HEAVY AND I FEEL SO ALONE, 

YOU ALWAYS TOLD ME I WOULD BE BIGGER SOME DAY, THAT I WOULD BE HANDED THE THRONE, 

HARD WORK PAYS OFF YOU TOLD ME FACE TO FACE AND IN CONVERSATIONS WE HAD OVER THE PHONE, 

OUR CONVERSATIONS LASTED FOR HOURS – MY HOW TIME HAS FLOWN, 

IN YOUR PAIN AND IN YOUR HURT I NEVER HEARD YOU MOAN, 

NOT ONE COMPLAINT FROM YOU ONLY A SMILE WAS EVER SHOWN, 

MY HEART IS HEAVY – I FEEL SO ALONE, 

MY HEART IS BROKEN TO THE CORE, AND SO IS MY BACK BONE, 

THERE ISN’T A THREAD ALIVE THAT CAN MEND ME BACK TOGETHER – IT CANNOT BE RE-SEWN, 

MY BRAIN IS IN A WHIRLWIND – I AM IN A CYCLONE, 

AT TIMES I FEEL THIS CANNOT BE REAL – DEAR LORD CAN THIS ANGEL’S DEPARTURE PLEASE BE POSTPONED?

IS THERE ANOTHER MISSION THAT HE CAN GO ON OR MAYBE HE CAN BE CLONED?

ANSWERS OFTEN ASKED, YET SO SAD THAT THE ANSWERS ARE TRULY WELL KNOWN, 

MY HEART IS SO HEAVY – I FEEL SO ALONE, 

FOR ALL OF YOUR SINS ARE FORGIVEN AND YOUR SOUL MY REST KNOWING FOR THEM YOU HAVE ALREADY ATONED, 

THERE ARE THINGS I WILL DO THAT I KNOW YOU WON’T APPROVE OF AND NEVER DID CONDONE, 

I ASK FOR MY OWN FORGIVENESS AND THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING MY GLASS HOUSE AND NEVER CASTING ONE STONE, 

LOVING UNCONDITIONALLY, YOU NEVER PUT ME DOWN, YOU NEVER DISOWNED, 

YOU JUST HELD ME TIGHTER, CLOSER, AND MADE SURE THAT WHEN MY HEART WAS HEAVY YOU WERE THERE AND I WASN’T EVER ALONE. 

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