“I DON’T REACH FOR YOU”

MY INABILITY TO CONTINUE ON WITHOUT YOU HAS CEASED,

KNOWING YOU NO LONGER HAD THE SAME TRUE LOVE OR PASSIONATE NEEDS,

WON’T DENY IT’S BEEN THE WORST EXPERIENCE I’VE EVER HAD TO DATE,

I’M MOVING ON AND BETTER DECISION’S IN THE FUTURE I WILL MAKE,

NO LONGER DESIRE TO HOLD ONTO ONE SINGLE MEMORY WE HAD,

ONLY THING I DESIRE IS TO ERASE EVERY SINGLE THOUGHT OF YOU THAT NOW HURTS SO BAD,

I LOST SITE OF THE FACT THAT YOU WEREN’T MINE TO FOREVER HOLD,

AND IN FACT I LOST THE REALIZATION THAT YOUR HEART LONG AGO HAD TURNED COLD,

TOOK SOME TIME FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND AND OF IT ALL TO MAKE SENSE,

HOW I COULD LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH, BE SO PASSIONATELY IN LOVE WITH THEM – SO INTENSE,

ONLY TO LEARN THAT IT WAS NOT THE SAME FEELINGS AT ALL YOU FELT,

FOUND MYSELF ON BENDED KNEES A LOT BECAUSE I COULD BARELY MAINTAIN MY HEALTH,

YOU WEREN’T AROUND AND YOU DIDN’T CARE,

PROBABLY CUDDLED UP, HAPPY, CONTENT WITH HIM AS YOU LAY TOGETHER BARE,

I WON’T EVER KNOW HOW EACH DAY SO EASILY YOU CAN MAKE IT THROUGH,

SEE I’M STILL WORKING ON OBTAINING MY GOAL OF NO LONGER REACHING FOR YOU.

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