I HATE THAT I EVER MET YOU,
LET YOU,
IN,
YOU CONSUMED ME AND I LET YOU DEEP BENEATH MY SKIN,
I CAN’T LIE AND I WILL NOT PRETEND,
EVERY SINGLE MOMENT,
MINUTE, I ENJOYED THE GOOD, THE BAD, THE HIGHS, LOWS, THE SIN,
I KNEW FROM THE BEGINNIN’,
I COULDN’T HAVE YOU NOW THE SAME WAY I KNEW IT THEN,
OUR SOULS FOR EACH OTHER ALWAYS SEEMED TO BLEND,
I CANNOT DENY THE IMMACULATE, TENACIOUS INTIMATE FEELINGS,
WE DIDN’T HOLD BACK WE WERE ALWAYS ALL IN,
I HATE THAT I HAVE THESE MEMORIES AND VISIONS…
I’M LEFT ALONE ONCE AGAIN,
ALL OF THESE EMOTIONS,
WHAT DO I DO WITH THEM!!!!????
HOW COULD LOVE DO THIS TO ME I THOUGHT SHE WAS MY PROTECTION,
I BELIEVED SHE WAS MY GREATEST FRIEND!!!
BUT IN THE END,
YOU KEPT YOUR HEART AT SUCH A GREAT DISTANCE,
NO WAY FOR ME TO REACH IN,
NO WAY FOR ME TO EVER WIN,
ACCEPTING RINGS FROM OTHER MEN,
YOU GAVE HIM CHILDREN,
I WASN’T WORTHY AND SIMPLY DEEMED A HAS BEEN,
I DON’T KNOW WHY YOUR HEART LEFT AND I CERTAINLY WON’T EVER KNOW WHEN,
TIMES LIKE THIS I WISH I HAD A TWIN,
TO HIDE, TO HURT IN SILENCE,
I AM BACK WITH YOU ONCE AGAIN,
YOU NEVER SEEM TO SHAKE ME BECAUSE LOVE BREAKS ME AND WE BECOME FRIENDS,
THE GREAT REMISSION – MY ODE TO YOU LOVE AND DEPRESSION…..
I HATE YOU.
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