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“I HATE YOU”

I HATE THAT I EVER MET YOU, 
LET YOU, 
IN, 
YOU CONSUMED ME AND I LET YOU DEEP BENEATH MY SKIN, 
I CAN’T LIE AND I WILL NOT PRETEND,
EVERY SINGLE MOMENT,
MINUTE, I ENJOYED THE GOOD, THE BAD, THE HIGHS, LOWS, THE SIN, 
I KNEW FROM THE BEGINNIN’,
I COULDN’T HAVE YOU NOW THE SAME WAY I KNEW IT THEN, 
OUR SOULS FOR EACH OTHER ALWAYS SEEMED TO BLEND, 
I CANNOT DENY THE IMMACULATE, TENACIOUS INTIMATE FEELINGS, 
WE DIDN’T HOLD BACK WE WERE ALWAYS ALL IN, 
I HATE THAT I HAVE THESE MEMORIES AND VISIONS…
I’M LEFT ALONE ONCE AGAIN, 
ALL OF THESE EMOTIONS, 
WHAT DO I DO WITH THEM!!!!????
HOW COULD LOVE DO THIS TO ME I THOUGHT SHE WAS MY PROTECTION, 
I BELIEVED SHE WAS MY GREATEST FRIEND!!!
BUT IN THE END, 
YOU KEPT YOUR HEART AT SUCH A GREAT DISTANCE, 
NO WAY FOR ME TO REACH IN,
NO WAY FOR ME TO EVER WIN, 
ACCEPTING RINGS FROM OTHER MEN, 
YOU GAVE HIM CHILDREN, 
I WASN’T WORTHY AND SIMPLY DEEMED A HAS BEEN, 
I DON’T KNOW WHY YOUR HEART LEFT AND I CERTAINLY WON’T EVER KNOW WHEN, 
TIMES LIKE THIS I WISH I HAD A TWIN, 
TO HIDE, TO HURT IN SILENCE, 
I AM BACK WITH YOU ONCE AGAIN, 
YOU NEVER SEEM TO SHAKE ME BECAUSE LOVE BREAKS ME AND WE BECOME FRIENDS, 
THE GREAT REMISSION – MY ODE TO YOU LOVE AND DEPRESSION…..
I HATE YOU.
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