I wonder if she ever knew,
In life, in present, in past love too,
The way she makes my heart rise from depths within,
Every time she was there with me from beginning to end,
My soul knows the questions, so they’re asked all the time,
My heart tells the answers, which creates confusion when combined,
I wonder if she misses my smile, my laugh, my touch?
I wonder if for her my love will ever be enough,
I believe in love, to me it has no end,
Still wondering if for you there is an outlet to love that you call being just friends,
In no way will losing love purified ever make sense,
With every second that ticks by we’re losing more precious moments,
And now to be apart, to throw it away, to never love again,
I wonder how this could be reality and constantly wish it was pretend,
I wonder if she thinks of me or hurts at night?
Does her mind, body, and soul cry for my warmth – cry for my sight?
I know mine do, my heart full of sorrow as I cry with fierce pain,
Regretful of mistakes, left to wonder what have I now to gain?
My love for her is inexplicable, a never-ending light,
Yet I fear that her fears may overcome her fight,
I wonder if she truly wants to be with me, does she desire it so?
I believe her heart is telling her the answers, but her mind keeps telling her no,
A preparation of life unfulfilled, dreams too early to let go,
I wonder if my questions she’ll ever answer with a resounding YES I DO LOVE YOU SO!
I wonder how long I will hold and have her in my heart,
She was my first true love and supposed to be my last – till death do us part.
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