“I’M FALLING APART”

YOU SEE MY FACE AND SOMETIMES I GRIN,

WHAT YOU DON’T KNOW OR SEE IS THE HURT I CARRY DEEP WITHIN,

WHEN I AM IN A CROWD I AM MOST ALONE,

AND WHEN I AM ALONE I AM MOST AT COMFORT AND AT HOME,

BEFORE I AWAKE TO BEGIN MY DAY,

I ALWAYS THANK GOD, GIVE THANKS, AND ALWAYS PRAY,

SOMETIMES….MY MOUTH IS SO CRIPPLED I CAN’T FIND WORDS TO SAY,

BUT I KNOW THAT THE MOST HIGH UNDERSTANDS, AND PROVIDES ME ALL THE STRENGTH,

I’M NOT THE MOST TALENTED, NOT THE MOST GIFTED, HOWEVER I AM EXTREMELY THANKFUL FOR THINGS COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE,

ALTHOUGH NOT BEING CHOSEN AS HER UNANIMOUS LOVER CHOICE FIRST DOES ALWAYS HURT, 

EVEN WHEN I AM FOCUSED SOMEHOW SOME WAY, 

YOUR FACE, YOUR SCENT, YOUR TOUCH, IN MY HEART AND MIND ALWAYS FIND THEIR WAY, 

THIS HAS NOT BEEN EASY ALWAYS KNEW IT’D BE HARD WALKING AWAY, 

I MEANT EVERY WORD WHEN I TOLD YOU THAT I WOULD LOVE YOU TILL MY DYING DAY, 

I AM SO HEARTBROKEN I’VE BEEN TOLD IT HEALS WITH TIME, 

NO ONE CAN HELP ME THOUGH BECAUSE I HAVE TO HOLD THIS ALL TO MYSELF AND DEAL WITH IT INSIDE, 

I KNOW YOU ARE STILL LAUGHING, I KNOW YOU ARE DOING JUST FINE, 

MEANWHILE I AM FALLING APART AND PICKING UP THE PIECES OF ME THAT I LEFT BEHIND. 

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