I understand,
You know,
Man,
That’s tight,
Wish it were me,
Maybe Someday,
How though -I often wonder,
Do You wonder?
I wish, I wish, I wish,
I pray more than I wish though,
I’m on my knees morning and night,
Hey how you doin!?
Strugglin’, fightin’, stressin’, aching -my heart that is,
Imaginin’ the revitalization of life,
Refreshing,
Trusting,
Inspirational,
To live again!
This is not living,
Father in Heaven, hear my prayer,
I wonder if she knows,
Ahhhh they can see it all over my face,
After all, what do I have to offer?
I wonder if they miss me?
Why haven’t they called?
I can’t call,
I remember the scent of days like this!!!
OOOO – I remember – damn…That’s just a memory now,
They’re all memories – painful cause they are no more,
Another day!
Still Alone,
Hardened,
Love?? Psshhh please,
Believe!?? Try – again!
Risk!?
Crazy..
Suicide…..too easy of a way out and doesn’t equal a resolution,
Pain,
Tears please don’t fall now, I’m at work!
Hide, look away, put it all aside for later,
We ballin’ this weekend!???
Relief!
Brothers!!!
Competition!!!
Life restarts,
Reality restarts come Monday…..
Its only been days, but it feels like weeks!
Since I last heard their voices speaking to me,
Inside I Weep…..
Silently
Love has let me down,
Never No More,
Will I be…..
Incomplete.
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