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“JUST WANT IT TO END”
WHEN THE RAGE OF EMOTIONS ALL COME DOWN AND COLLIDE,
CAUSE INSIDE ONLY I KNOW HOW HARD THAT I’VE TRIED,
AND I’VE CRIED AND I’VE CRIED,
FOR SO LONG FROM THESE EMOTIONS I’VE HAD TO HOLD ONTO AND HELD ONTO INSIDE,
BEEN RUNNING SO LONG FROM THE RAGE SO I HIDE,
FROM NO ONE OUTSIDE THAT I’M ABLE TO CONFIDE,
WALK THE LONGEST OF STRIDES,
JUST TO HANDLE MY PRIDE,
SO MANY THINGS PULLIN’ ON ME I’M UNABLE TO DISGUISE,
ALL MY LIFES WORK I’VE WITNESSED FIRST HAND AT MY FEET THEY’VE CRUMBLED AND DIED,
***AND IVE SIGHED***
I JUST WANT IT TO END…..
BUILT UP THIS COURAGE TO WRITE IT ALL OUT,
BUT THESE RULES AND CONFUSION KEEP HURTIN’ ME AND BURNIN’ ME OUT,
WHEN I TRY TO EXPRESS THERE’S ALWAYS SOME DOUBT,
MAYBE MY FAULT… FUCK NO AS I SHOUT,
HAD KIDS TO LOVE AND HOLD, I HAVE KIDS I CAN BARELY CALL MY OWN,
NO ONE KNOWS MY SOUL INSTEAD THEY SAY I’M OUTTA CONTROL,
BUT AT WHAT POINT DOES IT ALL TAKE ITS TOLL?
WHY CANT THEY SEE MY SOUL?
QUESTIONS NEVER ANSWERED SO THE STORY GOES UNTOLD,
MY LIFE SUMMED UP IN A WHOLE,
TRYING TO CAPTURE WHAT WAS LOST SO ONTO THE MEMORIES I CONSTANTLY HOLD,
THE LOVE STILL BURNS HOT BUT MY HEART IS GROWING SO COLD,
FOR THIS ALL TO BE HAPPENING AT THIS STAGE IN MY LIFE – FOR IT ALL I’M JUST TOO OLD,
AND I JUST WANT IT TO END…………..
AND START MY LIFE ALL OVER AGAIN.
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