“I JUST WANT TO MATTER”

WHEN YOU CANNOT GET IN TOUCH WITH ME DOES YOUR WORLD FEEL LIKE IT WILL SHATTER?

ALL OVER THE EARTH YOU ARE READY TO SEARCH FOR ME  – TO YOU THAT MUCH AND MORE I WANT TO MATTER,

A LIFE WITHOUT ME AROUND – THOUGHTS YOU CANNOT GATHER,

NO EITHER OR, NO ALTERNATIVES, SUBSTITUTES OR RATHER,

MUTING ALL THE CHATTER,

BODY IS BRUISED AND BATTERED,

HEARTACHE WILL DO THAT TO YOU PLUS LOSS OF WEIGHT WHILE YOUR EMOTIONS ARE GETTING FATTER,

GRIEF SETS IN DUE TO THE UNKNOWN AND DREAMS LOOK FLATTER,

NOTHING EVEN MATTERS,

WHEN I AM NOT AROUND DO YOU SEE, HEAR, AND FEEL OUR LAUGHTER?

REMEMBER THE BEFORE, MIDDLE, AND AFTER,

DREAMS YOU NEVER THOUGHT EXISTED CAME TO FRUITION, DEEPER EXISTENCE, WE MADE NEW CHAPTERS,

 I JUST WANT TO MATTER,

SHOW ME HOW YOUR HEART I CAPTURED,

WORKING FROM THE INSIDE OUT TO SOME IT SEEMS BACKWARDS,

TELL ME, WRITE ME, SHOW ME HOW MY LOVE IS YOUR CAPTOR,

FOREVER AND EVER, HAPPILY EVERY AFTER,

I’M THE MISSING FACTOR,

LOSING ME IS THE TRUE NATURAL DISASTER,

HEART BEATING FASTER,

MIND LOST IN THE WOODS SEEKING THE WAY OUT – I AM THE GREENER PASTURES,

MISS ME SO MUCH YOU PUT ON MY CLOTHES TO BREATHE IN MY CLEAN SCENTS, FEEL MY PRESENCE – ALL THE WHILE YOUR HEART IS FRACTURED,

I JUST WANT TO MATTER,

 WITHOUT QUESTIONS – I DON’T WANT TO BE AN ASKER,

 FLIPPING THE PAGES TO FIND MY NAME, I AM NOT IN ANY CHAPTERS,

IS LOVE REAL OR IS THIS YOU BEING AN ACTOR?

THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS ARE SCATTERED,

DREAMS AND HOPES REVEALED AND PLASTERED,

WHEN I AM GONE WILL YOU MISS ME OR DO I TO YOU BECOME CASPER??????

I JUST WANT TO MATTER.

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