LAID THERE QUIETLY AS HE STEPPED IN,
POSSIBLY KNOWING YOU WERE GOING TO LET HIM BEGIN,
TO ME YOU HAVE COMMITTED THE GREATEST OF SIN,
YET IN REALITY I KNOW THAT HE IS AFTER ALL YOUR HUSBAND,
CAN’T REALLY TALK TOO MUCH I’VE BEEN IN YOUR POSITION,
NEVER COULD IMAGINE I’D BE FEELING THIS WAY EVER AGAIN,
KNOWING ALL I DO NOW AND LEARNED THROUGH EXPERIENCE,
FELL FOR LOVE AND NOW I’M BROKEN, BROKEN, I’M SO BROKEN,
DON’T KNOW HOW I’M GONNA GET THRU OR IF IT’S POSSIBLE EVEN,
FIND MYSELF RUNNING AWAY AND MAKING SO MANY ATTEMPTS AT LEAVIN’,
FAILIN’ MISERABLY FINDIN’ IT HARD WITH BREATHIN’,
EVERY STROKE HE GAVE YOU HAS CLUTTERED MY VISION,
DEVASTATION IS NO COMPARISON,
HAVEN’T FOUND THE WORDS TO DESCRIBE TO HER – MY LOVE…. HOW SHE WAS MY GREATEST PASSION,
AND ON THE FLIP-SIDE OF THINGS I KNOW I AM NO BETTER THAN,
MADE MY PASSION HURT WITH MY OWN TRANSGRESSIONS,
THOUGH SHE KNOWS VERY WELL THEY WEREN’T EVER MY INTENTIONS,
ALL SHE KNOWS IS IT WASN’T HER OR WITH HER AND WITH THAT I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND,
FROM THE BEGINNING I DESIRED TO BE HER ONLY MAN,
SHOW HER WHAT TRUE LOVE IS ABOUT AND WHAT SHE SHOULD EXPECT FROM ME AND BE MORE THAN SHE COULD EVER IMAGINE,
MY GOAL WAS TO BE AND REMAIN BETTER THAN,
ANYTHING, PERSON, SHE EVER ENCOUNTERED IN HER LIFE, THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY PLAN,
TO BREAK DOWN YOUR WALLS AND ALLOW YOU TO LET ME IN,
LET ME IN, LET ME IN, WON’T YOU PLEASE LET ME IN,
AND THROUGH TIME WE BOTH SHARED SOMETHING NEITHER ONE OF US COULD COMPREHEND,
WITH EVERY MOMENT SPENT THE DEEPER AND DEEPER THE FEELINGS WENT,
THE EXPECTATIONS ROSE, THE GLORY DAYS AT AN ALL TIME HIGH,
YOU CEMENTED YOURSELF AS MY SUN AND MOON FORCING ME TO IGNORE THE OTHER STARS IN THE SKY,
MY VISION WAS PLANTED, ONLY SAW YOU IN MY EYES,
COULD SEE NO END AND NOW ALL I DO IS DIE,
OVER AND OVER AGAIN I’M FALLING ASKING MYSELF WHY,
AND IN THE END I’M LEFT TO WONDER IF I WAS EVER EVEN MORE THAN JUST A PASSIN’ TWINKLE IN YOUR EYE,
QUESTIONS AND DOUBTS, THINGS I OVERLOOKED,
FEELING REPEATEDLY THAT FOR GRANTED I FEEL OF ME YOU TOOK,
DESPERATE TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH AND SMELL YOUR PUSSY GLANDS,
BUT I FEEL THAT IS ALL A MEMORY FOR YOU LET HIM IN,
NOW IT’S NO LONGER MINE LIKE YOU PROMISED ME MANY TIMES WHEN….
NEVER MIND THAT THOUGHT I JUST BELIEVED FOR ME YOU WOULD NEVER PUSH ME AWAY AND ALWAYS LET ME IN.
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