“LOADED MESSAGE”

YOU BROKE MY HEART- WHY DID I EVER GIVE IN,

ALL TO SADLY COME TO THE SAME EXACT END,

CAN’T HOLD MY THOUGHTS – CAN’T HOLD MY FEELINGS,

WON’T HOLD MY ANGER – I WILL NOT PRETEND,

ON YOUR JOURNEY TO YOU I SEND,

WHATEVER YOU DESIRE TO BE YOUR DESTINATION,

CERTAINLY YOU WILL NOT FIND ME IN A SINGLE FRIEND,

AS IF IT EVER MATTERED ALL YOUR SO CALLED LOVE YOU’S  YOU CAN NOW RESCEND,

JUST LIKE YOUR ACTIONS THAT YOU NOW CANNOT RECANT,

TO SALUTE I RAISE MY RIGHT HAND –

WHILE WITH MY LEFT MY APPROVAL GIVES THE AUTHORITATIVE STAMP, 

STILL LEARNING IN LIFE HOW PEOPLE REVEAL THEMSELVES AND HOW THEY REALLY DON’T GIVE A DAMN, 

JUST TOOK ME SOME TIME TO STOP AND SEE HOW NAIVE I REALLY CAN BE OR MAYBE JUST AM, 

I AM THE SAME MAN, 

I HAVE THE SAME PLANS, 

I GAVE YOU ALL I COULD AND DID ALL I CAN, 

I TOLD YOU WHEN THIS ALL BEGAN, 

I AM WILLING TO CHANGE FOR THE RIGHT WOMAN, 

I HAVE NO ISSUE CHANGING OVER ANY TIME SPAN, 

HOWEVER I WILL NOT WITH MY OWN HEART AND FEELINGS BECOME A STUNT MAN, 

I DO NOT LACK CONFIDENCE, 

SO FUCK YOU AND YOUR ASSUMING WAYS – YOU CAN PLACE YOURSELF IN A HOT GREASED FRYING PAN, 

WHILE I TAKE THE HIGH ROAD – THE ONE LESS TRAVELED BY MANY, BUT ONE I AM ALWAYS WELCOMED TO ALWAYS STAND, 

WORDS THAT HAVE CUT AND ACTIONS THAT TRIED TO BRING ME DOWN INSTEAD OF UP AND FURTHER THAN, 

HIGHEST PEAKS OF A MOUNTAIN, 

LOWEST SOULS THAT REACH, BUT  HAVE NO HANDS, 

AND ALL I NEEDED WAS FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND, 

I NEEDED YOU TO SEE ME THROUGH AND BE MY GREATEST FRIEND, 

I HOPE YOU GET THE LOADED MESSAGE…… THE END.

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