“LOSING BATTLES”

SICK TO MY STOMACH,

TIRED OF THE LIES,

FEELING DEFLATED,

HEAD ACHES DUE TO THE TEARS THAT HAVE FALLEN IN MASS AMOUNTS FROM MY EYES,

GUESS IN THE END I AM THE FALL GUY,

SINCE NOBODY WINS,

I GUESS THE GAME IS TIED, 

SO MANY QUESTIONS AND I CANNOT ASK WHY, 

CANNOT LOOK, SPEAK, TOUCH, HEAR, NOR LISTEN TO MY GUIDE, 

MY GOD CAN YOU FORGIVE ME? PLEASE HEAR MY CRIES, 

A SNIPER HAS SHOT ME IN THE HEART, BUT I AM STILL ALIVE, 

FROM ALL THESE BLOWS I WILL SURVIVE, 

THOUGH I MAY HAVE FALLEN TO MY KNEES I MUST FIND THE STRENGTH IN MYSELF AND ON YOU RELY, 

PLACE MY HEART AND SOUL IN THY, 

NO NEED FOR ANY OTHER ALLY, 

FEEL LIKE I HAVE BEEN TAKEN FOR A RIDE, 

LIKE I HAVE BEEN SUCKED BONE DRY, 

TO THESE FEELINGS I WHOLEHEARTEDLY BID FAREWELL, GOODBYE, GOODBYE, 

NO LONGER WILL MY GOALS AND DREAMS BE DENIED, 

I WILL NOT SUFFER WEEK TO WEEK, DAY TO DAY JUST TRYING TO GET BY, 

WITH LOVE THERE IS AN UNDERSTANDING SO NOW WE BOTH MUST COMPLY, 

EXECUTE, INVOKE, OR SIMPLY PRESS ON APPLY, 

IT IS BAD ENOUGH WHEN YOU HAVE TO WALK AROUND WITH A NOTICEABLE BLACK EYE, 

MY HEART IS COLD AND SEALED UP SO MUCH THAT IT WILL BE ENORMOUSLY DIFFICULT TO OPEN AND PRY, 

PLEASE DON’T BOTHER AND TRY, 

IT IS NOT A CHALLENGE, BUT A WARNING I DECRY, .

THE PAIN THAT EXISTS WILL SIMPLY HORRIFY, 

HAPPINESS THAT IS SOUGHT FOR I WILLINGLY SHALL SUPPLY, 

SOME DAY LOVE I MAY RETRY, 

ONLY IN HIGH DEFINITION MODE WITH UNLIMITED RANGE FOR WiFi, 

SEEMINGLY BETTER TO BE WITH AN OLD SCHOOL TIE, 

FOR THE NEW SCHOOL HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO LOVE NOR WHAT THEY WANT WITH MOVES AND MOTIVES THAT UNDERLIE, 

BATTLE SCARS SHOW I AM BATTLE TESTED WITH BATTLE CRIES, 

RULES OF ENGAGEMENT MUSTN’T BE IGNORED AND PUSHED ASIDE, 

THE STOPS SIGNS ARE THERE – THEY ARE RULES TO ABIDE BY. 

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