STARTED OFF WELL THE RELATIONSHIP AND ALL,
TAKE A WALK WITH ME AS I INTRICATELY RECALL,
MET HER IN THE FALL WHEN OUTSIDE WAS PRETTY COLD,
MET HER OFTEN EARLY IN THE MORNING WE HAD BREAKFAST TOGETHER AND THE MYSTERY BEGAN TO UNFOLD,
HAD BEEN TREATED WRONG AT TIMES IN HER LIFE,
NOTHING SEEMED TO CHANGE NOW THAT SHE HAD BECOME A WIFE,
IN HER MIND SHE WAS SINGLE AND FREE,
GUESS IN MANY WAYS THAT’S WHAT DROVE HER TO ME,
I OFFERED HER ALL THE THINGS SEEMINGLY MISSING AND DESIRED BY SHE,
GIVING HER LOVE PASSIONATELY,CONSISTENTLY, AND WITH NO STRINGS SO SHE WAS FREE,
AT TIMES I FELT AS IF I WAS THE GREATEST FOOL ALIVE,
BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT WE DID AT HOME SHE DID RETURN TO HIM AT NIGHT,
WITH ME IS WHERE SHE SAID SHE WANTED TO ETERNALLY BE,
FOR SOME REASON THE STARS NEVER ALIGNED FOR US TO AS NEITHER WAS EVER READY,
THE AMOUNT OF LIFE THAT WE BOTH HAD AMASSED,
SO MANY DAYS WE CRIED TOGETHER AND NIGHTS TOGETHER WE LAUGHED,
WHAT A DREAM COME TRUE IT WOULD BE FOR YOU TO PERMANENTLY BE,
BE THE WIFE, THE WOMAN, MY GIRL, MY VERY OWN LOVE WITH YOU WITH ME,
AT TIMES WE WOULD HAVE DISAGREEMENTS AND MISUNDERSTANDINGS, BUT WE WOULD MAKE UP AND THINGS WOULD BE ALRIGHT,
UNTIL ONE DAY, ONE MOMENT FOREVER CHANGED OUR LIFE,
HURT AND DISBELIEF COUPLED WITH MISUNDERSTANDINGS OF EMOTIONS LED TO A FIGHT,
THIS INSTANTLY THRUST HER BACK INTO HIS ARMS, WHICH PEAKED HER CURIOSITY TO KNOW IF IT WOULD BE RIGHT,
SHE OPENED HERSELF AND TO HIM AND HERSELF SHE GAVE,
ONLY AFTER SHE WAS LEFT STILL FEELING ENSLAVED,
SUCH REGRET AND SORROW COVERED HER FACE,
SHE KNEW INSTANTLY SHE HAD MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE,
THOUGH HONEST SHE WAS AND TOLD ME ALL THAT CAME TO BE,
IN SHOCK I WAS, I STOOD, AND I STILL AM HURTING, HURTING, I AM HURTING,
I NOW SEE EACH DAY AS SOMETHING ELSE IN DISGUISE,
SHEDDING TEARS BEHIND CLOSED DOORS AND AT TIMES DURING THE DAY AS THEY BLUR MY EYES,
AS I WALK AROUND SO SOUL – BROKE,
THIS IS MY LIFE NOW – MURDER SHE WROTE.
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