“I WOULD NEVER DISAPPOINT MYSELF”

WILL I MAKE MISTAKES? MOST DEFINITELY I WILL, 

I KNOW THAT I WON’T DO ANYTHING TO DISAPPOINT MYSELF, MY HEART, MY WILL, 

AMBITIONS, DESIRES, HOPES, AND DREAMS CAN ALL BE KILLED, 

I KNOW, AT LEAST IN THE END I WILL BE THERE, BY MYSELF – STANDING STILL, 

NO EMPTY PROMISES OF WHAT WAS MEANT TO BE, 

BECAUSE AFTER ALL WHEN I LOOK TO THE LEFT AND LOOK TO THE RIGHT IN THE MIRROR STANDING IS ALWAYS ME, 

NO CRYING UNCONTROLLABLY, 

OVER ACTIONS OR WORDS SAID BY SOMEONE WHO CLAIMED FROM ME THEY WOULD NEVER EVER FLEE, 

CARELESSLY…..

YOU THREW AWAY THE ANSWER KEY, 

NOW DARKNESS LIVES INSIDE YOUR HEART AND SOUL – YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO SEE, 

USED FOR ITEMS THAT YOU NOW GIVE SO FREELY, 

OTHERS TAKE FROM YOU WHAT WAS SO SACRED AND DEEMED A TREASURE NOW YOU ARE JUST A REGULAR, AVERAGE HUMAN BEING, 

ALL THE PEDESTALS YOU STEPPED ON ARE NOW RETURNED FOR GOOD,

TO GIVE LOVE OUT ANYMORE I DON’T THINK I SHOULD,

I WOULD NEVER DISAPPOINT MYSELF BY SEEING MYSELF WITH SOMEONE ELSE WHEN WALKING BY,

I AM NOT GOING TO DO OR SAY ANYTHING TO FORCE MYSELF TO CRY,

FALL DOWN AND CRY,

ON A SHOULDER CRY,

TO A MIRROR DIE,

ON THE FLOOR FACE DOWN AND LIE,

HATRED, ANGER, REGRET, HURT THAT IS SOMETHING I’LL NEVER FORGET – ASKING MYSELF WHY!!!!!!!!!!!

FORGIVENESS,

ONE OF MY GREATEST ASSETS,

 I WOULD NEVER DISAPPOINT MYSELF, AND I KNOW I AM FAR FROM PERFECT, 

WITH LOVE, IN LOVE WITH YOU – IN MY SOUL IT IS SET, 

MY ENTIRE FACE IS NOW WET, 

FULL OF TEARS OH NO HERE COMES…. HERE IT COMES………IT HAS COME –

DISAPPOINTMENT.

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