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“NOT EMOTIONALLY DISABLED”
IT’S NOT THAT I CAN’T SHOW YOU MY EMOTIONS -TRUST ME THEY ARE STILL THERE,
JUST TOOK A DEEP PAUSE TO COLLECT MYSELF I SWEAR,
IMAGINE THE HURT THAT IS CAUSED WHEN MY WORDS FALL ON DEAFENING EARS,
GET CAUGHT UP IN THE RIDE THAT LIFE TAKES YOU ON AND YOU CAN THEN UNDERSTAND CLEARLY MY PAIN FOR YEARS,
DESTINED TO BE THE GREATEST – FALLING SHORT BY MANY STANDARDS OF SOME OF OUR CLOSEST PEERS,
I’VE HEARD THE ENCOURAGING WORDS AND SEEN SOME OF THE ACTIONS AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT MY DEAR,
BUT STILL I AM HERE, STANDING EMOTIONALLY DRAINED,
COULD GATHER UP ALL MY TEARS THAT FALL IN ONE SITTING AND IT WOULD STILL BE CATEGORIZED AS A CAT 5 HURRICANE,
AND MY AIM IS NOT TO CAUSE MORE HURT OR MORE FURY TO YOUR HEART,
RATHER IT’S AN ATTEMPT AT PUSHING THE RESET BUTTON SO TOGETHER WITH LOVE WE CAN RESTART,
IN VERY LITTLE WORDS I CAN EXPRESS HOW I LOVE YOU SO,
IN MANY MANY ACTIONS I CAN PROVE TO YOU THOSE WORDS INFINITELY BY WHAT I SHOW,
WHAT EXISTS IN ME SHALL NEVER EVER DIE,
I’M NOT EMOTIONALLY DISABLED JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT WITNESS ME CRY,
BUILT UP THIS WALL TO SHUT YOU OUT SO MANY TIMES ONLY TO KNOCK IT BACK DOWN,
GIVING INTO THE THOUGHT AND BELIEF THAT ITLL BE SO MUCH BETTER THIS NEXT TIME AROUND,
YET HERE I STAND NOW ONCE AGAIN,
TRYING TO FIND THE SHELTER FROM THE FURIOUS DOWN POUR OF RAIN ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR BELIEVING IN LOVE WITH ALL THAT I AM,
I BELIEVE IN LOVE WITH ALL IVE OBTAINED,
I’M NOT EMOTIONALLY DISABLED I’M JUST SO TIRED OF THE PAIN.
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