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“SHOT IN THE HEART”

HAD A BAD DREAM LAST NIGHT AS I WEPT,  FIRST TIME I HAVE EVER WITNESSED MY OWN DEATH,  SHOT TWO TIMES IN MY CHEST,  THOUGHT ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I’D DONE WRONG AND RIGHT AS I TOOK MY LAST BREATHS,  PRAYED TO THE HEAVENLY FATHER AS I TOOK SOME MORE STEPS,  CANNOT BELIEVE MY LIFE […]

“OVER YOU”

I HAVE CRIED FOR YOU, TRIED FOR YOU, GOT MY HAND CAUGHT IN MANY DOORS – LIED FOR YOU, SIGHED FOR YOU, LOOKED INTO MANY EYES WITH NO REPLY FOR YOU, PRAYED FOR BETTER SKIES FOR YOU, HUMILIATED MYSELF FOR YOU, HUMBLED MYSELF FOR YOU, ALMOST LOST MY LIFE FOR YOU, STAYED INSIDE FOR YOU, […]

“WHAT YOU WON’T DO”

IN CASE YOU DIDN’T KNOW, WHAT YOU WON’T DO FOR ME ANOTHER WILL NOT ONLY SAY, BUT ALSO SHOW, TIRED OF THE DRAMA – AND YOUR PINOCCHIO NOSE, ALL I EVER NEEDED WAS FOR OUR LOVE TO CONSTANTLY GROW, SAY IT AIN’T SO, SOMEHOW FIGHT FOR ME, DISPLAY THE LOVE YOU SAY YOU HAVE VIGOROUSLY, […]

“PRO – ME”

SAID SHE WANTED TO BE,  ALL ABOUT ME,  IN A WORD SHE SAID SHE WAS ALL PRO – ME,  ALL MY DREAMS SHE WANTED TO SEE,  WANTED TO MAKE TRUE JUST TRUST IN HER AND BELIEVE,  ALL THINGS CONSIDERED WE HAD SOME VALLEYS AND SOME PEAKS,  SHE SHOWED ME MORE THAN I EVER THOUGHT I’D […]

“YOU PUT UP WITH MY BULLSHIT”

YOU TOOK IT,  CLEARED IT,  SAW THROUGH IT,  LOVED IT,  CARED FOR IT,  PREPARED FOR IT,  WAS AWARE OF IT,  CLEANED IT,  MASSAGED IT,  BRIGHTENED IT,  PROTECTED IT,  INHERITED IT,  INHALED IT,  SAVORED IT,  PLEADED WITH IT,  CONCEITED TO IT,  FORFEITED IT,  WAS ALWAYS REAL WITH IT,  CHEERED FOR AND WITH IT,  HOPED FOR IT,  […]

“TO HAVE HAD LOVE”

TO HAVE HAD SOMETHING OF MOST IMPORTANCE THEN LET IT GO, IS LIKE FLAKES FALLING INTO THE PALM OF YOUR HANDS THEN WATCHING THEM MELT EVEN THOUGH YOU STAND IN THE MIDDLE OF A FIELD AND THERE’S SO MUCH SNOW, TO HAVE HAD LOVE……. YOU KNOW, IS LIKE STARTING OUT YOUNG, THEN TURNING THE PAGE […]

“BECAUSE LOVE…….PT.II”

IT JUST CAME TO ME…..SUDDENLY, SO FINALLY YOU SEE, SOMETIMES WHEN I READ….YOUR NAME IS ALL I SEE…. INSEPARABLE FOR I WAS MADE FOR YOU AND YOU WERE MADE FOR ME, MY EYES FILL WITH TEARS THAT DROP ON THE PAGE IN THE COLOR RED….HEARTFELT TEARS THAT BLEED, WHEN YOU CRIED I FELT EVERY EMOTION, […]

“I DON’T WANT ANYONE TO TAKE MY PLACE”

TO HAVE YOUR KISS TO EVER STEAL,  YOUR HEART POUNDING FOR HIM – I DON’T EVER WANT TO KNOW HOW THAT FEELS,  YOUR ARMS AROUND HIS BODY AND HIS AROUND YOURS KNOWING HOW YOU’RE THE CURE –  YOU KNOW HOW TO HEAL,  YOUR LOVE IS EXTRAORDINARILY SURREAL,  TO HAVE ANOTHER TAKE MY PLACE MY FATE […]

“SHE”

she was the drug i was addicted to,  her supply line was always open for me so i could always get through,  so fine i’d do a line of her body till in the face we were blue,  if you see what i seen you would lose it too,  a better picture of her i […]

“ANGRY AT DEPRESSION” pt.1

i’m so angry for ever letting back you in, thought you were gone for good, but you found me again, broken heart and broken promises mind filled with sins, i’ve only spoken to God because people can’t help me, won’t help me, trust issues with me being open, wouldn’t even know what to say to […]