“SHOT IN THE HEART”

HAD A BAD DREAM LAST NIGHT AS I WEPT, 

FIRST TIME I HAVE EVER WITNESSED MY OWN DEATH, 

SHOT TWO TIMES IN MY CHEST, 

THOUGHT ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I’D DONE WRONG AND RIGHT AS I TOOK MY LAST BREATHS, 

PRAYED TO THE HEAVENLY FATHER AS I TOOK SOME MORE STEPS, 

CANNOT BELIEVE MY LIFE IS ENDING LIKE THIS, 

MANY THINGS TO DO, SO MUCH TO ACCOMPLISH, 

LOOKING FOR PEACE AS I CRIED MYSELF TO REST, 

LOVING ALL MY CHILDREN AND FAMILY AND FRIENDSHIPS, 

REMAINING HUMBLE AND THANKFUL FOR BEING SO BLESSED, 

SO MANY TIMES I WAS CARRIED SO THANKFUL I MUST CONFESS, 

THE GLORY THAT IS REAL IS SOMETHING I CAN TRULY ATTEST, 

I WANDERED AROUND A BIT SEARCHING FOR SOME HELP, 

STAGGERED, STUMBLED, FOUND NO ONE  AVAILABLE EXCEPT AL THESE IMAGES OF SELF, 

LOOKING FURTHER INTO WHAT IT COULD POSSIBLY MEAN, 

I WAS ABLE TO AWAKEN FROM SUCH A HORRIBLE DREAM, 

LIFE HAS A MESSAGE, SOMETHING OR SOMEONE MAY BE IN MY NEED, 

I COULD HEAR THE LOUD DEAFENING SCREAMS, 

MY HEART RACED AND AS I KNELT DOWN ON MY KNEES, 

I PRAYED FOR SO MANY OTHER IMPORTANT THINGS FROM WHAT MY THIRD EYE COULD SEE, 

I AM SLIGHTLY STIRRED HOWEVER I AM NOT SHAKEN TO THE CORE, 

FOR I HAVE BEEN KNOCKED DOWN AND RISEN UP FROM THE DEPTHS OF THE FLOOR, 

THERE IS NO TELLING WHAT THESE FUTURE DAYS HAVE IN STORE, 

I JUST KNOW I WILL NOT TURN A BLIND EYE AND IGNORE, 

I MAY NOT KNOW WHY MY PROPOSED KILLER EVER EMERGED UNDER THE COVER OF EARLY MORNING AND NOT THE  COVER OF DARK, 

I AM FAMILIAR WITH THE REASONS WHY SAID PERSON PLACED TWO BULLETS IN MY HEAD AND MASSACRED MY HEART. 

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