LAST TIME WE SPOKE YOU MADE A PROMISE TO ME,
SEE,
SINCE YOU’VE BEEN GONE I HAVE BEEN INCOMPLETE,
NOW ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER HOUR, ALL HAVE PASSED BY – IT HAS NOW BEEN WEEKS,
WHO COULD HAVE TOLD ME AT THIS POINT THE LAST TIME WAS ACTUALLY THE LAST TIME WE’D EVER SPEAK,
SOULFULLY, TRUTHFULLY, AS I WRITE THIS THE INK IS SMEARING – DRIPPING IT LEAKS,
MY TEARS FALLING THE WAY MY HEART CRIES EVERYDAY THAT CONTINUES TO GO BY AND WE DON’T MEET,
LOST IN A BLACK HOLE THAT USED TO BE SOLID FOUNDATION TO OUR FEET,
ALWAYS IN HEAVEN WHEN IN YOUR PRESENCE AND INSTANTLY AWAY WENT ANY GRIEF,
PAIN WAS ALWAYS BRIEF,
WHEN YOUR TOUCH TOUCHED MY SKIN IT WAS INSTANTANEOUS RELIEF,
YOUR TOUCH SO WARM LIKE A EVENING SPRING BREEZE,
YOUR LIPS SO SOFT AND KISS AND EMBRACE SO UNIQUE,
DON’T KNOW WHAT MAKES THINGS THIS WAY BETWEEN YOU AND ME,
WHEN TOGETHER WE ARE ALWAYS ABLE TO FREELY OBTAIN LOVE’S HIGHEST PEAKS,
NOW ALL TIMES OF THE DAY FOR YOUR PURITY I TRY TO REACH,
AROUND EVERY CORNER AND EVERY CREVICE MY SOUL FOR YOU IT SEEKS,
I HAVEN’T EVER BEEN A MAN THAT IS IN DESPERATE NEEDS AS THESE,
I CAN’T HELP BUT FEEL THAT SOMEBODY INFILTRATED, ROBBED, AND SIMPLY LIED TO ME,
WAS IT THE HEART THIEF?
HOW COULD THIS COME TO BE?
WHY? WHICH DIRECTION DO I GO NOW? TO WHOM SHOULD I SPEAK?
DO I FILE A REPORT WITH THE POLICE?
IF I GIVE THEM YOUR DESCRIPTION THEN THEY CAN PUT OUT AN ALERT – AN APB!
IS THAT GOING TOO FAR? IS THAT UNNECESSARY?
DAMN I CANNOT BELIEVE SOMEBODY LIED TO ME,
IS THERE MORE PATIENCE I NEED TO HAVE POSSIBLY?
OR DID YOU HAVE ENOUGH AND SIMPLY DECIDE NOT TO CALL AND WALK AWAY…. IF SO WHY DID YOU LEAVE?
WILL WE BE BACK TOGETHER SOMETIME SOON, SOMEDAY SOON, MAYBE?
HERE I GO AGAIN, FEELING SICK, FEELING DEPRESSED, AND STRESSED, I AM A MESS, LESSONS OF LOVE SIMPLY PREACHED,
I NOW WALK THE PAVEMENTS – YOU KNOW WE CALL THEM THESE COLD STREETS,
GOING TO FIND MY SOUL, MY HEART, I’M GOING TO FIND HER FOR SHE IS MY DESTINY,
DON’T CARE HOW MANY BLOCKS, MILES, NIGHTS THAT TURN TO DAY AND DAYS THAT TURN TO NIGHTS IN US I BELIEVE,
I’M TAKING HOLD OF REDEMPTION AND IF SHE’LL COME – I’M BRINGING HER HOME FOREVER WITH ME,
CAUSE DAMMIT SOMEBODY SAID LOVE IS FOREVER AND IF SO THEN WHERE THE HELL IS SHE?
SOMEBODY LIED TO ME.
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