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“SUICIDE”

I’M AT A POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE THINGS HAVE GONE WRONG,
SO CLOSE TO PULLIN’ THE TRIGGER AND SIMPLY SAYIN SO LONG,

I’VE TRIED TO MAINTAIN AND CONTINUE TO HOLD ON,
LISTENIN’ TO MY MOMS AND POPS AS THEY SAY “SON STAY STRONG”,

NOW I DO NOTHING, BUT CRY DAY TO DAY,
ASKIN’ THE LORD TO PUSH THE DEVIL AND THOSE GRAY SKIES AWAY,

LOOKIN’ FOR SOMEONE TO SATISFY MY EVERY NEED,
SILLY THOUGHTS OF ME STABBING MYSELF WHILE I AM ASLEEP,

SUICIDE CAN BE DONE SO DAMN EASILY,
AT ANYTIME I CAN BE LAID TO REST IN PEACE,

HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF LEAVIN’ ALL YOUR TROUBLES BEHIND?
GOING TO HEAVEN WHERE ALL THESE TROUBLES YOU WONT FIND,

SEARCHIN’ FOR NOTHING, BUT A QUIET PEACE OF MIND,
PLEASE LORD KEEP ME FROM HARM AND DANGER AND TEACH ME THE PROPER WAYS OF MANKIND,

SUICIDE –
SEEMS THE ONLY WAY OUT FOR ME,
THE ONLY WAY TO KEEP MY TROUBLES BEHIND AND SET MY MIND AND SOUL FREE,

I’VE LOST MY FAMILY TO UNFORGIVEN THINGS,
MY HEART HAS BEEN IN SORROW AND I’VE EXPERIENCED MOOD SWINGS,

THE WAY LIFE SEEMS TO SWAY FROM HAPPINESS TO SOME TRAMA IT MAY BRING,
I’M IGNORANT TO LIFE AND MISUNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SEEING,

MY LIFE HAS BEEN FULL OF COSTLY MISTAKES,
LOSIN CONTROL, BEING DEPRESSED WHERE SUICIDE SEEMS TO BE MY FATE,

I’VE LOST SO MUCH HOPE AS A SUICIDAL CHILD,
A FEELING OF EMPTINESS THAT OVER SHADOWS THE CUTTEST SMILES,

I HOLD THOUGHTS DEEPER THAN THE SEA COULD YOU BELIEVE?
THOSE PAINFUL THOUGHTS KEEP ME FROM WHAT I INTEND TO ACHIEVE,

MY GOALS HAVE BEEN SET, BUT WILL I LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO  SEE THAT THEY COME TRUE?
SUICIDE’S SO NEAR, I FEAR THAT MY LIFE WILL SOON BE THREW,

MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN, I’VE SHED SO MANY TEARS I CONFESS,
SO MANY PEOPLE ARE DYING, AND I MAY BE THE NEXT TO BE LAID TO REST,

LORD KNOWS I FIGHT MANY BATTLES TO OVERCOME OBSTACLES IN THE WAY,
SUICIDES ONE OF THE MANY THINGS IN MY MIND AS I CONTINUE TO LIVE FOR TODAY,

THOUGH TIMES GET HARDER I MUST KEEP MY HOPE ALIVE,
I’LL FIGHT FOR MY SURVIVAL, COPE WITH THE PAIN TO KEEP FROM COMMITTIN’ –
SUICIDE.

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