“THE BLAME…AND PAIN”

BLAME,

BLAME,

THE BLAME,

LET ME EXPLAIN, 

THE LONGER I CAN ENDURE IT THE LESS I FEEL THE PAIN,

I CAN THEN EMBRACE THE RAIN,

CHANGE MY MIND FRAME,

BUT UNTIL THEN THINGS HURT JUST THE SAME,

EACH DAY I STAY BUSY AND FORGET – I AM NOW ABLE TO MAINTAIN,

THEN SOMETHING OCCURS AND THE FLOOD OF MEMORIES POUR INTO MY VEINS,

ARTERIES FLOODING MY HEART DRIVING ME INSANE,

THEN THE SUN SHINES AGAIN,

I AM SANE,

I CAN HANDLE THE BURSTS OF MEMORIES NOW FROM THE THROBBING I CAN REFRAIN,

 TAKES A TOLL ON MY BODY – THE MANY THOUGHTS OF YOU ON MY BRAIN,

TO ENDURE FORGETTING YOU IS HARD, BUT NOT IMPOSSIBLE FOR OVER ME YOU REIGN,

WHEN I RELIVE SUBCONSCIOUSLY THE MEMORIES OF YOU AND I TOGETHER AGAIN,

THE EMOTIONS BEGIN TO RUN, OVERFLOW, AND ON ME THERE IS A STRAIN,

THE BLAME,

BLAME,

BLAME,

 YOU HOW DID I EVER OBTAIN, 

A RELATIONSHIP BUILT ON UNSTABLE GROUNDS  – ROCKY, MUDDY TERRAIN, 

FOUND IN YOU A SOLID GROUND IN WHICH I WAS ABLE TO SUSTAIN, 

SHELTER FROM FLOODING WATERS – YOU ARE THE WALL THAT RETAINED, 

STRENGTH IN LOVE I DID REGAIN, 

LOVE INSIDE FOR YOU WILL ALWAYS REMAIN, 

NOW I AM LOST NO TIME TO RETRAIN, 

LOVE PLEASE DON’T LET ME DOWN AGAIN, 

BLAME, 

BLAME,

THE BLAME…….

AND PAIN.

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