FOUND ME LAYING ON THE FLOOR WITH A WHOLE WHERE MY HEART WAS,
CLUTCHED IN MY HAND IS MY HEART HANDS BOTH COVERED IN BLOOD,
TOOK A WHOLE LOT FROM ME JUST TO SAY WHAT IT WAS,
A SINGLE KNIFE LIKE WOUND -AMAZING WHAT LIFE LIKE WOUNDS CAN CREATE OUT OF LOVE,
TOOK THE SIMPLE WORDS OF YES I HAVE, DID, WILL, AND DO JUST BECAUSE,
WHETHER IT MADE YOU HAPPY, FEEL GOOD, FILLED THAT VOID, END RESULT YOU CAN CLEARLY SEE WHAT IT DOES,
BURIED MY SOUL INSTANTLY, MY LIFE HAS CLEARLY CHANGED,
AND FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I DONT SEE ME RECOVERING FROM THIS PAIN,
THINK AND BELIEVE THAT THERE WAS A HIGHER LESSONED THAT I’VE LEARNED,
PLAYING WITH FIRE ONLY IN THE END LEFT ME WITH 100% BODILY BURNS,
THE DAMAGE DOESN’T CEASE THERE WHAT’S A BODY WITH NO SOUL?
WHEN THE TABLES WERE TURNED I REALIZE FOR YOU IT TOOK THE SAME TOLL,
BUT WITH REVENGE ON YOUR MIND THE SCORE WAS EVENED UP IN LESS THAN A DAY,
WITH ONE APPROACH THE LAST BREATH WAS SIMPLY TAKEN AWAY,
I KNOW I’VE MADE MY DECISIONS AND SOME STILL TILL THIS DAY HURT,
THROUGH IT ALL I PUT MY VISIONS AND LIFE IN TO SOMEONE THAT I ALWAYS CHOSE FIRST,
AND NOW LOOK AT ME ALL DEVASTATED AND LOSING MY MIND OVER WHAT WAS INEVITABLE TO COME,
AND YOU THROWING BACK HURTFUL WORDS SO DISTANT AND CLOSED HEARTED LEAVING ME ON THE OUTSIDE FEELING SO NUMB,
IN A WORLD OF HURT WITH SHORTNESS OF BREATH,
THERE WILL BE NO COMING BACK AS I HAVE NOTHING LEFT.
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