“To Grow….She Had To Let Me Go”

began so nice,

everything seemed so right,

held each others hand so tight,

held our bodies even closer in the middle of the day, afternoon, and on some nights,

couldn’t tell a lie the pussy was tight,

love the moans and groans she emitted, which in turn got my testosterone flowing, emotions for each other growing, and it just excites,

knowing we are wrong still held on tight,

hugs and kisses that could squeeze out life,

mannerisms were extremely polite,

introduced her to the world with out a single fight,

my soul she could and did instantly ignite, 

couldn’t see her always, but in my vision she was, she was always in my sight,

there are no end of tunnels to walk to for she is the light,

with her in the path it was always so bright,

as we climb the hill together we’ve reached extraordinary heights,

at times we were probably holding onto each other with all of our might’s,

being compatible zodiac signs we understood one another’s struggles alike, 

and just the same knowing each other’s emotions we could pull one another from the depth of hurt and pain back to the bottom of love and top of like,

seeing and being with her always lived up to the hype,

to look into her eyes you can measure and see my temperature spike, 

she always giggled and said I made her nervous and have butterflies, girlish, and childlike, 

when she isn’t around the air is chill – Klondike, 

I guess the nights and days for her turned into frostbite, 

when she said she was leaving me for another and the manner was unsportsmanlike, 

short words used where she could have simply just said take a hike, 

though in her world she probably thought she was being polite, 

not literally, but mine as well be as she left me feeling contrite, 

yet still and in-spite, 

nights and days of her I still to myself recite,

in lieu of the pain and despite, 

………..I write, 

no slick words, hate, nor slight, 

simply wasn’t meant for me to be her dark-knight, 

my heart knows all will eventually be alright, 

to bad that day right now I cannot expedite,

I just didn’t have the foresight, 

time to be forthright, 

forgive me, can I forgive me…. time will tell as I move to self indict.

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