IN RAGE IF I DON’T HEAR IT NOW,
KNOWING IF I HAVE TO HEAR IT, IT IS DUE TO YOU NOT BEING BY MY SIDE-
MY MIND IS GOING WILD,
WHEN YOU DON’T ANSWER THE PHONE, BUT INSTEAD I HEAR YOUR VOICE-
MAIL,
MAKES ME TREMBLE AT THE THOUGHT OF YOU DOING SOMETHING WITH SOMEONE ELSE,
WHERE DID I FAIL?
OR DID I AT ALL?
HEARING MY OWN WORDS INSIDE MY HEAD TALKING, TALKING, TALKING SPEAKING OUT THEIR OWN THOUGHTS,
UNHAPPY WHEN I KNOW YOU’RE NOT TOO FAR AWAY,
YET YOU’RE NOT HERE RIGHT NOW AND THAT IS CAUSING MY MIND TO GO ASTRAY,
NO REASSURANCE THAT THINGS ARE OK,
CAN HEAR IT IN MY MIND, AS I WISH IT WOULD REPLAY, FROM MOMENTS AGO, EARLIER, YESTERDAY,
IT IS SOOTHING AND COMFORTING WHEN YOU ALLOW IT TO BE,
INSATIABLY MELODIC WHEN IT SAYS MY NAME REPEATEDLY,
THEN I SEE YOUR NAME FLASH UPON MY PHONE,
SHOULD I ANSWER IT CAUSE YOU’RE CALLING FROM YOUR MOBILE WHICH MAY MEAN YOU RE NOT EVEN CLOSE TO COMING HOME,
SO READY TO ANSWER AND FINALLY HEAR YOU- FOR HOURS I HAVE HAD TO WAIT,
WONDERING WHY YOU DECIDED TO ANSWER MY MESSAGES AND CALLS THIS LATE,
I PICK UP AND YOU OPEN UP WITH YOUR BLOSSOMING HEY,
I FINALLY HEAR YOUR VOICE, DOWN MY FACE RUNS A TEAR AND A BIG SMILE UPON MY FACE,
T’WAS YOUR VOICE THAT I NEEDED TO HEAR,
YOU TELLING ME SOFTLY –
“PLEASE COME OPEN THE DOOR FOR MY LOVE I AM HOME……
I AM HERE.”
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