I DON’T TALK ANYMORE BECAUSE YOU TOOK MY VOICE,
I DON’T SEEK TO COME FROM BEHIND THESE HIDDEN DOORS – IT’S MY CHOICE,
I DON’T SEE THE SUNLIGHT EVEN IT FEELS LIKE RAIN,
I DON’T CARE FOR WHAT I WEAR BECAUSE TO ME IT’S ALL THE SAME,
I CAN’T THINK THE THOUGHTS I HAD WHEN YOU STILL REMAIN,
TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU I WAS FOREWARNED WOULD CAUSE ME IMMENSE PAIN,
NO ONE HEARS ME ANYMORE BECAUSE I LOST MY VOICE SO MY WHISPERS ARE IN VAIN,
YET, SADLY IT IS IN MY NATURE TO CONTINUE TO DO THINGS UNTIL I ACCOMPLISH THE GOAL I HOPE TO ATTAIN,
ON MY BODY YOU CAUSE SOME STRAIN,
I WORKOUT TO GAIN STRENGTH, BUT YOU KNOCK ME BACK AGAIN,
I FIGHT WITH FORCE THAT IS DEEP WITHIN,
SO USED TO YOU NOW THAT I SIMPLY HAVE LEARNED TO WRITE TO PAPER THE FEELINGS WITH BLOOD FILLED INK PENS,
TO SURVIVE THESE TIMES THE DROUGHT BEGINS,
IF I DON’T LOSE ONCE I WON’T APPRECIATE THE WINS,
TO BE PERFECT I REFRAIN,
I KNOW I AM A SOUL THAT IS WITH MUCH SIN,
I PRAY ALL THE TIME TO BE FORGIVEN,
I HOPE THAT ALL THIS GRIEF STOPS AND I AM NO LONGER STRICKEN,
THE ALL MIGHTY LOVE IS SOMETIMES GIVEN,
WHEN IT IS NOT USED PROPERLY BACK IT IS TAKEN,
MY WHOLE LIFE NOW IS RIPE WITH MY AMBITIONS,
I WILL NOT GIVE UP FOR I AM DESPERATE AND DRIVEN,
I KNOW THESE TEARS WON’T STOP COMING DOWN – THEY BLUR MY VISION,
BUT I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON MY ULTIMATE MISSION,
WHISPERS OF MY VERY OWN DETERMINATION.
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