“WITHDRAWAL”

FEELING ABANDONED, 

LEFT TO GO ASTRAY, 

LOOKING ALL OVER, 

ONLY TO REALIZE THAT IT’S ALL GONE AWAY, 

REMEMBERING THE PAST, 

LOOKING TO COMING DAYS, 

CRYING BECAUSE OF THE HURT, 

PAIN IN MY HEART ALWAYS, 

SOUL IS DEPRIVED, 

AS MY BODY ALWAYS ACHES, 

WAKE UP EACH AND EVERY MORNING, 

WONDERING WHAT TO DO WITH TODAY, 

I CAN BE PRODUCTIVE, 

I CAN WORK THROUGH THE DAY, 

I STILL FIND MYSELF ALONE AT NIGHT, 

ON MY KNEES ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS AS I PRAY, 

SILENCE HAS BECOME ME, 

AND THROUGH MY EYES IT RESONATES, 

SOLEMN AND SADNESS COVERS MY FACE, 

WONDERING IF I SAW YOU NOW WHAT EXACTLY WOULD I SAY?

HOW COULD YOU GO?

HOW COULD YOU NOT STAY?

I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, 

BUT I GUESS I FELL FROM YOUR GRACE, 

NOW I AM IMPRISONED, 

HARD TO MOVE FROM THIS SPACE, 

I WISH I KNEW WHICH WAY TO GO, 

WHICHEVER IS THE PAINLESS WAY TO TAKE, 

IF THERE WAS A BACKDOOR, 

FROM LOVE I WOULD ESCAPE, 

INSTEAD OF GOING THROUGH THIS MASSIVE FALL, 

WITHDRAWAL SEEMS AS IF IT IS AN EVERLASTING FATE, 

MAYBE TOMORROW, 

MAYBE SOMEDAY, 

I HAVE NO IDEA IF I WILL EVER OPEN, RUN TO, OR LEAP OVER LOVES GATE, 

I KNOW THAT I MISS YOU, 

I LOVE YOU AND IN MY HEART FOR YOU THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A PLACE, 

IF YOU EQUATE MY HEART TO LAND THEN YOU OWN 99% OF ITS FULL STAKE, 

MAYBE TOMORROW, 

MAYBE SOMEDAY, 

I WILL BID FAREWELL TO WITHDRAWAL AND AGAIN IN YOU LOVE I WILL REIGNITE MY FAITH. 

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