“WORDS FROM A BROKEN HEART”
The shattering,
Of a heart,
When being broken,
Is the loudest,
Quiet ever known, but never heard.....It is never listened to,
It’s constant,
It’s consistent,
Thriving on empty hope,
Followed by hopeless nights,
Sleepless lonely nights,
Questions of questionable acts and words,
Countless are the days,
Memories that are re-lived.....
Sacrifices are like ghosts,
Pain is like your beloved being murdered in front of you and you are being forced to watch,
Uninvited thoughts and visions that are relentless,
I see,
I feel,
I cry,
I die........
Over and over and over and over and over again,
You decided,
You chose,
You left me here,
Alone,
To bleed,
To grieve,
I am angry,
I am hurting,
I am hurt,
I am disappointed,
I feel used,
I am not appreciated,
I believed,
I was deceived,
I've now lost my way.........
We are no longer of the same kind,
We no longer have a bond,
I don't know you anymore,
We shall be strangers,
There will be no mystery to what was,
You shattered me,
You devastated me,
You tricked me!!!!!
So now all of these pieces of me keep shattering,
They keep breaking!!!!!!!!!!
Why was I not good enough?
Why am I not worthy of your love?
Why was my unconditional love not enough for you?
You took all I gave, all I offered, all I shared, all I knew, all I did.....
How can you be so careless?
How are you so carefree?
Steps before you could obtain the greatest gifts,
Moments before you could rejoice,
Seconds before you could reap the fruits of your labor,
Just before you could see what all your unhappy days, nights, times, and sacrifices were for......
How could you?
How do you know how to?
How did you learn?
Who taught you?
Why did you?
Quit.
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