got me out here looking more than stupid,
if i ever put my hands on the location of….whats his name oh yeah cupid,
he and i will have a long talk about why he decided to shoot it,
mistakes were made and i need him to immediately undo this,
the pain and hurt are relentless and ruthless,
i smile through it all but it is becoming useless,
just admit that you fucked up and stop with the excuses,
my mental and physical energy are trending low on usage,
time is running out everday is more abusive,
trying to duck and dodge is tiring and im running out of ways to be more elusive,
we used to be so exclusive,
now to each other we’re a nuisance,
love walked out long ago and is no longer an influence,
daily the situation is becoming more fluid,
i find myself more seclusive,
during those times things become more lucid,
the tightness in my chest begins to loosen,
the obstruction in my lungs is conclusive,
when you let my hand go i was going under and to my soul it all became intrusive,
choices lead to decisions ignored and muted,
hurt that is deeply rooted,
the saddest thing is knowing this all cannot be disputed,
i am bare, i am looted,
my eyes are open, but eyes are dilated pupils ruined,
got me out here looking more than stupid,
if i ever put my hands on the location of cupid,
he and i will have a long talk about why he decided to shoot it,
mistakes were made and i needed him to undo this,
the pain and hurt are relentless and ruthless,
i smiled through it all but it ……….it is now useless,
you let me drown – how could you do this?
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